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November 18th, 2009

Silver X

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Zara proved to be a warm and very entertaining woman. Slightly older, probably in her early thirties, she had a vivacity Silver admired, and a wealth of stories that could keep anybody fascinated. As to a valid explanation as to what had happened when they shook hands, her logic seemed to have flown out the door.
Silver kept the whole selkie/caul business to herself, but she knew, just knew that Zara would understand, even if she herself didn't.
What was with these Scots?

Anyway, as the sun began to set and the tea was gone and the scones (Zara called them skawns, how delightfully quaint!) consumed, Silver began to feel the need for real food.
"Is there any place around to get a quick meal? A McDonalds or Burger King, something like that?"
Zara gave her a blank stare for a few seconds, then it must have registered. She laughed politely.
"Och, no! There's nothing like that around here. Maybe in Inverness, possibly. Definitely in Edinburgh, but I sincerely doubt you want to be troubled to go that far. There's the pub next door. They serve a good dinner, now that the new owner has taken it over. I'll tell you what, let me take you there and introduce you around. The men will appreciate a new face. Maybe they'll leave me alone."

Silver pulled back. "Are they all... jerks? I've had enough trouble with men lately. I don't know...."
"They're no jerks, they're just...how can I say this? They're men without women of their own, more interested in sport than settling down. Most of them live with their mothers I do not doubt.
But they're harmless. You'll see. No one will bother you if you set them straight."

The pub stood nearly a football field's length from Thorne Cottage. There were no cars parked in the small lot. At first, Silver thought it might be empty, but when Zara pushed open the door, robust male voices greeted them with that half-blustering, half joking tone men get when they're discussing anything they deem worth discussing. In this case, once Zara and Silver were noticed, all talk stopped dead.

And several male jaws dropped.

They made their way to a table near the fireplace and sat. Still, no one spoke. Silver couldn't brush off her uneasiness. She looked to Zara who shrugged, then after apparently considering what to do, stood and announced, "Ye great louts, this is Silver McLaren from New Jersey in the States. She's staying at Thorne Cottage and you'd best behave like gentlemen. Go on, go with your football or whatever." She shooed them with her hand and sat, nonplussed.
Silver stifled a laugh. "Well, that's telling 'em."
"You have to be firm with these lads. They're thick sometimes."
The barman came over and handed each of them short plastic-covered menus while pointing out the fare on the chalkboard. He smiled broadly, favoring each woman in turn, but didn't leave. He must have been expecting them to make their decisions quickly.
While Silver studied the menu and he stood there, gawping, a most peculiar thing happened.
She hadn't noticed it when they entered the pub, but there were several large dogs sitting at their masters' feet. This wouldn't have been allowed in New Jersey, but evidently it was perfectly acceptable in Scotland. The dogs didn't stay where they were. Instead, they began slowly crawling in that odd-doggie way that seemed to show they were showing great obeisance, toward Silver's table.
When one wet nose touched her hand, she flinched it away until she realized what had touched her. Gently, she pet the dog's head and had her hand licked. Ew, slobber. The other dogs, seeing this acceptance, followed suit. Soon all the dogs in the pub were crowded around Silver and Zara, begging for attention.
It was strange, but, oh, well, what the heck. Zara laughed lightly, sounding like some sort of elf or fairy and after a quick look at her, Silver was forced to join her. The barman tried in vain to shoo the dogs back, cursing in some incomprehensible language and calling out to the dogs' owners to come and get them.
"Don't ye be botherin' these ladies, ye great louts!"
But Silver, putting up her hand, stopped him from going further.
She bent her head to look under the table and said quietly, "You're all so sweet, but babies, would you mind backing off just a little? I'll pet you all after I eat my dinner, if you will behave yourselves."
The dogs, tails wagging furiously, backed away to sit at their owners' feet.
Silver sighed.
The men at the bar and at other tables watched, their faces betraying their amazement.
Silver looked around to make sure no one was disturbed by her actions. All the men smiled back then whispered amongst themselves and went back to their pints.
All but one.
In the darkest corner of the pub sat a lone man who watched everything through lidded eyes.
Silver noticed him, the darkness not hindering her night vision ability in the least. He sat hunched over, definitely not part of the crowd, but listening to everything with little interest. She had the crazy idea of how the Hobbits first encountered Strider, sitting with his big hat covering his face, in that pub at the end of civilization. Wow, what a weird thought.
This guy wasn't wearing a hat, but he wore an air of "do not disturb" so Silver turned away.
Zara supplied an answer to her unspoken question.
"That's the pub's new landlord. He doesn't talk much."
"Oh. What's his story?"
"I'll tell you later. Now, let's eat." The barman placed their food before them, lingered until they thanked him and gave him a nod, then left rather reluctantly. What was with these people? Hadn't they ever seen an American before?

The food was good, substantial, with a flair she had not expected in a little out of the way place like this. After the dishes were removed, some sort of signal went through the men who began wandering over to their table in a non-aggressive shamble reminiscent of their pets.

The first introduced himself as one of the McGregor lads as if Silver should know the import of it all. Zara gently elbowed her and whispered in her ear, "There are eight of them, just so you know. Harmless, except on the dance floor."

"Hello."
He continued. "So, you're from New Jersey. Tell me, do you favor the football Giants or those Jets?"
Beside her, Zara tched. "Right away, you have to bother the lady?"
Duly chastised but not to be stopped, he hung his head.

Silver held in her chuckle. "The Giants. The Jets are okay, too, but I guess I favor the Giants."
The MacGregor perked up at this. All ears in the pub were on this conversation now.
"Yankees or Mets?"

Silver laughed this time. "Yankees. The Mets are good for a laugh every now and then, but I don't know about them any more. I've been a Yankees fan since I was a little girl."

The MacGregor boomed out to the crowd, "Did you hear that, lads? She's a Yankees fan!"
The ice broken, smashed to tiny shards by this declaration, Silver found herself surrounded by "the lads", introduced to them all, and pummeled with questions.

The huge television at the end of the room magically turned on and a baseball game, just starting, forced some of the men to divide their attention between Silver, who responded honestly but with her natural uncertainty since she wasn't really that big a fan of any sport, and the game, broadcast via satellite on delay.

She did enjoy her first night at the pub, however. Despite the constant questions about sports and the states--Have you never gone to a game? Ye have? How long ago? How are the new sports stadiums? Do ye think the Yankees have a chance a the World Series? How about the Mets?--she didn't feel put upon and eventually relaxed after explaining that she liked sports, but surely not as much as these men did. They told her all about their planned trip to New York to see at least one baseball game later in the summer and she told them it would be a great idea.
To which, every man jack of them took her approval as gospel.

Zara left the pub at about nine, making sure Silver knew how to get back to Thorne Cottage.
About ten thirty, the long drive and the time difference took its toll on Silver and she rose to leave. The game was going strong and the men bid her good night.
Whew! She sucked in a deep breath of the clean air, coughed out some of the smoke that had filled her lungs inside the pub and started on her way back to her room.
She walked without really thinking about where she was going, a long straight path between the pub and the B&B, listening to the sound of quiet broken only by the lapping of the lake waters against the shore. Then she heard footsteps coming behind her.
The hair on the back of her neck rippled alert as the steps came closer, followed by the click of doggie toenails against the stones in the path.
She stopped.
The footsteps didn't.
Silver spun around and saw first one of the old dogs who had vied for her attention in the pub, then noticed that the man who had been sitting alone in the shadows, old Strider, kept coming closer. She reacted in typical Jersey style.

"Are you following me, buddy?"
The man stopped in his tracks, scowled at her in the moonlight and shook his head once.
"I'm going to my bed, lady. I have no interest in you other than the fact that you happen to be going to the same place. This is not America. I'm not going to attack you. I just want to get home."
"Well," she felt just a little foolish, but then, she wasn't about to trust this stranger. "Well, you don't have to creep up on me."
By this time, Strider had come to mere feet away. He scowled down at her. "Then get out of the way and let me pass if you intend to stand there all night, jabbering."
With that, he brushed past her, called his dog away and continued on down the path.

Under her breath, Silver muttered to his back, "Jerk!"

Copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

November 16th, 2009

Silver IX

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Thorne Cottage was...perfect!
Silver fell in love with the place as she pulled into the steep drive and stopped to let the beauty of the stone house enthrall her. There wasn't really a place to park the car so she left it head facing the house, careful to put on the emergency brake because, well, if she didn't, if it rolled down the drive and crossed the narrow lake road, it would end up in Loch Ness for sure. Just the thought of that made her laugh, but the laugh came easily because she felt so damned good.
Everything had gone quite smoothly, the plane ride, the train from London, the car from Edinburgh. The scenery could not be faulted. Even the sheep were perfect. And now, Thorne Cottage. Just what a B&B in Scotland ought to look like. Perfection.

A petite, red-haired woman came out to greet her. Her warm smile added to Silver's delight.
"Hallo, I'm Zara Frazier. You must be Silver McLaren. Welcome to Thorne Cottage!"

Silver put down her camera bag and extended her hand to the woman. The instant their fingers touched, Silver's brain flooded with pictures, zipping through her mind like a movie on speed, showing this Zara Frazier with impossible clarity, allowing her emotions to flow into Silver. Happiness, great sorrow, and something else, something Silver found disturbing, but in an empathetic way. She pulled her hand back, shocked.
Zara Frazier did the same.
Eyes round, she asked, "What was that?"
Silver shook her head. "I don't know, but it sure saves a lot of talk." Recovering a bit, she smiled. "Does that happen to you all the time? Did you...see me in your head?"

Zara nodded. "Oh, good. You're sensitive, too. Now that this stuff is out of the way, let's get you inside and settled, shall we? And we can have a cup of tea. I've got some scones if you're hungry."
She rattled on as they made their way into the house, Silver noting the furnishings, old but decent, the smell of fresh paint barely noticeable, and the vases full of spring flowers everywhere. The house welcomed her, though it seemed a bit small for a person her size. The narrow staircase made her want to turn sideways, though Zara had no trouble going up straight, even carrying the camera bag. Silver struggled with her suitcase, finally turning it directly in front of her, letting it bang against her legs while avoiding hitting her new landlady. Barely.

At the top of the stairs on a small landing and hall, four doors stood in each direction of a compass. Zara led Silver into a bright, cheerful yellow room, setting her burden on the flowery bedspread gently.
"I gave you the front bedroom so you have a good view of the loch," she said. "Most Americans like to look at it, I suppose."
Silver shrugged. "I grew up with a small lake in my back yard. My summers were spent fishing and wading in the lake, catching polliwogs and sunfish. But I haven't done that in quite some time. I guess I outgrew it."
"Well, you can't really wade in Loch Ness. There's not much bank and they say it drops off suddenly. Besides, it's very cold."
Silver noted that "very" came out "verra", but that just made it all the better--she really was in Scotland!
"I was thinking of taking photos of the loch, going to places you don't see...not the castle...everybody has that in their books about the loch. Or Scotland in general. I just thought there might be real beauty that nobody has photographed here."
"You're absolutely right. Everybody comes to see our poor Nessie," this came out 'pooer' and was music to Silver's ears, "but hardly anybody notices there's so much more to the loch than some beastie."
Beastie! Straight out of Robbie Burns or something. Oh, Silver was in heaven!

"Well, I don't know about Nessie. I've done some reading on the area and my folks come from the Highlands, so I'm really excited to take a long look around through the lens of my camera."

Zara looked at Silver, a long, assessing look, then smiled. "Come down when you're ready. I'll put the kettle on." With that, she left the room.

While she put away her things in an ancient dresser and hung up her jacket on a hook behind the door, she tried to make sense of what had happened when she shook Zara's hand. It was unlike anything she had ever experienced before and she wasn't sure whether she liked it.
Had she really seen, no, experienced, all that about Zara's life? Was she just imagining her joy and sorrow...there was some real pain there, lingering long and deep. Death of a lover. Emptiness and longing. And happier things, but the most concrete impression was of the sorrow. Losing a love like that, well, Silver had never known that in her lifetime and didn't care to, thank you very much.

Perhaps Zara knew what had happened and could offer an explanation.

Silver hoped, as she carefully made her way down the steep, narrow staircase, it wasn't part of this bloody, weirdo, spooky selkie business.

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson (thoughtus interruptus)

November 10th, 2009

Silver VIII

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Travel agents are wonderful.  They know so much.  Some of them must be psychic, Silver mused as she drove to her grandmother's house.  The agent had found her a lovely B&B to stay in...Thorne  Cottage.  Now, didn't that sound divine?  According to the brochure, it was rather isolated alongside one of the beautiful lochs scattered throughout Scotland.  It was in the Highlands and looked absolutely cozy.  Recently renovated, but still maintaining Old World charm.
Yeah.  Old world charm.  No wifi.  Nobody bugging her.  Peace and quiet and a chance to calm down, get hold of herself, get back on the right path.  Focus.
The paper can run itself for two weeks.
The only problem she could foresee was her grandmother.
Gram might not like the idea of being alone.

"Nonsense, dear.  You go.  Galena and I can cope just fine.  I'm on the way up from the chemo and she knows what to do for me.  Now that she has her driver's license, why, everything is great."
As she voiced this, Silver noted something in her eyes, just for an instant, something that showed the tiniest bit of concern or worry or fear, but it vanished in a flash.  Maybe she didn't really see it after all.  But it bothered her.
"Look, Gram, I can cancel the reservations.  No problem.  If you feel you need me in any way, I will stay here.  Probably a stupid thing for me to do anyway.  Running off on a whim, what with you here in bed and Mom and Pop on the other side of the world.  I...I think I'd better stay."

The old lady elbowed her way up the pillows.  "You'll do no such thing, Silver McLaren.  You have to follow this impulse.  You have to get away."
"No, I'd better stay here.  I can just...."
"Don't you dare cancel those plans, Silver!  Something made you make them.  Something pushed you.  I don't care whether the insurance man is coming, I can handle him.  Prove I'm alive!  Hah.  All he has to do is walk through that door and I'll prove to him I'm alive, all right.
But," she took a deep breath and pointed her finger at her granddaughter, "something told you to take that trip.  To take that chance.  Things have a strange way of working out.  Something put Scotland in your mind and you owe it to yourself to find out what."

Silver smiled at her grandmother's vehemence.  And whimsy.  "Gram, there is no great universal plan sending me to  Scotland.  I was pissed at that insurance guy and had to come up with some excuse not to be here when he showed up.  The guy was hitting on me, Gram.  I don't need that in my life right now."

"When will you need it, Silver?" 
The innocence of the question was totally unlike Gram.  Silver knew there was something more to it.  The old "you should be married or at least have someone special in your life" lecture was long overdue.  It had been at least four months since she'd heard it.  Damn.

"Oh, Gram.  Please."

"Oh, Silver, PLEASE!  Go to Scotland.  Visit castles.  Throw rocks in a loch.  Eat some haggis.
No, don't eat any haggis, eat some good shortbread and drink some fine malt whisky.  Buy yourself some nice plaid.  Do something, girl.  Find out what it is that sent you there and work with it."

That was a pretty long speech without once mentioning a man in her life or babies.  Silver shuddered.  Okay, she got the point.  She'd go.

"You never know what's just around the bend, Silver.  Something is calling to you in Scotland.
Find out what it is and embrace it."

"Oh, Gram!"  With a hug for the old lady, Silver resigned herself to her supposed fate.  "I'll go.
And I'll find out whatever it is that has called me to the land of my ancestors."
"They're not all selkies," Gram added.
"Now, that's comforting to know."

 She sat in the narrow seat, wedged between a short, sweaty businessman who groused about not flying first class and a semi-pro footballer whose shoulders crowded into her space.  Within seconds, both men were vying for her attention and Silver decided to feign sleep until the cabin lights went down and the men, out of courtesy or boredom, shut up.  The businessman fiddled with his laptop for awhile while the athlete plugged in his headphones and fell asleep listening to Michael Bolton.
Both men snored lightly, but enough to keep Silver awake for half the long flight.  She  managed to catch a couple of hours' sleep, but when the cabin lights flickered on and the steward hustled up the aisle, she was awake and raring to go. 
The sun was up but not out when the cab left Silver at the train station.  Idle thoughts led her to think that Harry Potter might have gone on this same platform.  Everything looked old and different and chilly and slightly foggy inside the huge building, lending it an air of mystery and unreality.  The travel agent had done her job well.  Ticket in hand, Silver boarded the train for Edinburgh.  This time her traveling companions were a trendily dressed mother with her two little boys who were enchanted to be traveling with an American and bombarded her with questions about cowboys and Red Indians.
"Don't mind them, miss," the trendy mother insisted  "They've been staying with their grandparents and Grandfather is mad keen on cowboys.  I guess that's all they talked about while they were there.  He even promised to take them to Texas when they got a little older."
Then, in an aside, she whispered, "I think they'd enjoy Disney World much more."
Silver smiled.  "I know I would."

Upon arrival in Edinburgh, Silver spent eight hours in the comfy bed at her modest and ancient hotel. In the morning, her rented car was waiting for her at the hotel door. 
"Remember to drive on the left hand side of the road, Miss," rang in her ears when she rolled away from the kerb. 
Thank GOD she'd rented an automatic!  Thought it was less than a hundred miles to Inverness, the traveling distance would be longer because of the rugged terrain.  Going up and down hills, skirting mountains...if she'd had to shift gears with her left hand while remembering which side of the road to stay on...well, she'd never make it.
The highlight of her trip consisted of being stopped four times while shaggy sheep crossed the narrow roads.  She ate a quick lunch while pulled over at a rest stop but continued on her way, determined to reach Inverness as soon as possible.  According to her schedule, she still had an hour's drive to the B&B.
She had to admit, though, that the Scottish countryside, with its hills and lush valleys and rugged terrain was everything she'd ever thought it was.  And old.  Everything looked old and slightly worn but natural, as if every cottage and kirk and fence and stone wall had been there for ages and would stay that way forever.   And that made her happy.  In the mists clinging to the valleys below, she felt oddly at home.  Not really home home, but perhaps some sort of racial memory or something from the stories her grandmother told her from the time she was a child.
If a Highlander wearing a kilt and kirtling on pipes leapt from the bushes and started playing, she'd not be surprised.  In fact, at one roadside pullover, she found just that.  An older gentleman stood in full Highland regalia, pipes askirl, entertaining a group of tourists who snapped away with their cameras.  They were a long way from home. 
But then, so was she.

As she drove, she marked places she wanted to visit during her two week stay.  Museums and shops and restaurants and galleries, maybe take a day to--oh, who knows?  Maybe just take photographs of the natural beauty of the country.  Maybe put it in a book.  Yeah, now that was a terrific idea!  A book about Scotland in springtime.  A travelogue.  Something to show her grandmother.  Maybe even try to get it published.  Sure, why not?  She could write and she could take good photographs.  She had two of her best cameras with her and her netbook.

Wow.  Excitement rose in her, filling her with a sense of purpose. 
Hey, maybe this was what she was supposed to do, what her odd whim had pushed her to do.  Something she'd never have thought of in Middlebrook, sitting at her desk at the Chronicle.
For the first time in a long time, Silver was buzzed.  
The excitement of this new twist to her life made it easy for her not to register the fact that she now took the low road along the shore of Scotland's largest, deepest lake.
Loch Ness.

 

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

November 3rd, 2009

Silver VII

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"Thank you for calling Bezoar Medical Insurance.  All our representatives are busy right now, but your call is very important to us, so please hold on the line for the next available rep.  Approximate wait time is fifteen minutes."

Silver fought the urge to slam the phone against the wall.  Fifteen minutes?  She'd already been holding on for twenty.  Carefully, she weighed the prospects...hang up and call again, thus making it more than fifteen minutes or hang up and never call again and bugger them all?  Or, should she take a plane to wherever and find the representatives in person? 
It might be faster.

But the music was interesting...better than elevator music, not quite funeral parlor music, sort of classical though not quite.
Unfortunately, it gave her time to remember her awful dreams.

She shuddered as the memory slipped through her brain of falling into icy black water, feeling trapped until her wetsuit pulled off and freed her to swim.  Ink.  The water smelled of print ink but not quite.  After awhile, it wasn't chilly any more and she reveled in the freedom of being able to swim at ease though she couldn't see anything.  Dark surrounded her without a speck of light, reminding her of a cave she'd been in once.  Her parents had taken her to see some cavern in Virginia.  The guide wanted all the visitors to experience complete darkness, as it would be in the cave if he turned out the lights, so he did, plunging her into the void. 
She had wanted to scream, to flail her arms to reach something real, a parent, the wall, anything to anchor her.  When some other kid with sneakers that lit up when he moved flashed a tiny light at floor level, at least she knew she wasn't alone and her heart stopped thudding and her fears slowly dissipated.  When the guide turned the lights back on, she heard every adult sigh with relief, but she never forgot that experience.
This dream was probably just reliving that.
Of course it was.
The past few days, and that idiot Evans--he'd really frightened her--well, she probably just remembered that feeling of panic in the cave and the utter blackness of it all.
Maybe her mind needed to slow down, stop worrying, stop obsessing about everything and she'd never have that nightmare again.

But, some of it hadn't been so bad.  The freedom, the slipperiness of the water, the ease of moving, the total lack of restrictions.  There, that was it!  She hadn't been restricted in the dark water.  All the crap she'd been living through since her parents shipped off to Uzbekistan, running the paper, taking care of her grandmother, the pressure from the syndicate plus the pressure to put out the Chronicle. 
Yep, that was it.
That explained it all.
No need to worry about a stupid dream.

The telephone clicked, a representative spoke.  "Thenkyou for calling Bezoar. This is Tiffany speeging, howmay I helb you?"
Oh, no.  English is not this babe's native language.  Bezoar had outsourced their twentyfour hour service reps to someplace halfway across the world.
"Tiffany, I'm calling on behalf of my grandmother, Mary McLaren.  Her policy number is -------.  It seems that you have stopped paying her medical bills and I have receipts in my hand that show we are up to date with all payments."
"One moment, plees."
Five minutes passed before the rep came back.
"Oh, according to our records, Mary McLaren, policy number ------- is dead."

Silver screamed into the phone.  "What?"
The rep quickly responded, "Yez, I am very much afraid Mary McLaren is deceased."
Silver shook, nearly dropping the phone, torn between outrage and out and out hatred for whomever was on the line, spouting such utter nonsense.
"My grandmother, Mary McLaren, is very much alive.  How can you say that?  How can your records show that she's dead?  I spoke to her not half an hour ago and she is very, very much alive.  Of course, this news might kill her," Silver paused, trying to tamp down her fury, "and you certainly wouldn't want to be responsible for that, now, would you, Tiffany?"

Loud pause as the rep regrouped.  "Now, miz, please, dere is no need to get violent."
"I'm not getting violent.  That doesn't mean what I am right now, though I could consider getting violent if I don't talk with your supervisor immediately."

"Yez, miz.  I will get the supervisor right away."
Another ten minutes.  Thank goodness this was an 800 number.

"This is Harry Badjawani, Tiffany's supervisor. I understand you are quite beside yourself in grief, miz.  I totally understand in this hour how upset you must be, and let me offer this word of comfort...."
"Oh, no, buster!  I am not grieving, but I am angry.  My grandmother has paid for this supplemental health insurance for the past twenty years and never once had to use it.  Now she needs it to the tune of some twenty thousand dollars and you people tell me she's dead?  What the heck is going on here?  She is alive, I tell you.  Very much alive, though suffering from the effects of chemotherapy that your company refuses to pay for."

"Oh, miz, I am very glad to hear that you think your grandmother is alive, but according to our records, she passed on."

Silver sucked in a deep breath.  "Oh, and when was that?"
The deep sing-song voice came back after a few seconds.  "According to the records, she died on March seventh of this year."
Silver watched her hand turn white as it gripped the phone tighter.  "That is her birthday.  And we all celebrated with a big party and cake and candles and everything. She was alive enough to blow out all the candles and she's alive now."

"Oh?"
She'd had enough.  Had this guy not been halfway around the world in a third world country where English was not necessarily spoken every day, she'd gladly have strangled him with her bare hands.
"My grandmother is alive.  Did you receive a copy of her death certificate?  Did you not notice that there were more current bills?  How could she have gone for treatments over the past month if she died over four weeks ago?  Huh?  Can you tell me that?"

"I am veddy sorry, miz, but I cannot answer that."
"Well, take it from me.  She's not dead, she needs her chemotherapy and you're going to pay for it."
"But our records...."
"Hang your records.  The woman is alive and your company has to pony up right away. I will not tolerate her being dunned for these bills that should be covered completely by Bezoar."
"But...."
"No buts, mister.  If I have to drive all the way to Indianapolis to the company headquarters and tell them you made a mistake with my grandmother's payments, I most certainly will.  And, I will be sure to let them know that you, Harry Badjawani, refused to fix this little problem.  I am an angry woman, Mr. Badjawani, and I mean what I say."

In the background, she heard a female voice interrupt the supervisor.  He must have cupped his hand over the receiver to block out what was being said, but the female voice was frantic and speaking in a stage whisper, urgent as all get out.

Silence, then Mr. Badjawani resumed speaking.  "Ah, miz, my representative has just explained to me that these expenses occurred when another representative, one who was fired for incompetence, was handling the claims.  That explainz everyting, for sure."

Somehow, this didn't ease Silver's pique.  "So, somebody else, someone who no longer works for Bezoar wherever you are, messed up my grandmother's claim and pronounced her dead.  That makes everything all right, I suppose.  So, delete her death date and pay the bills."

Prolonged silence, then, "Oh, miz, I am sorry, but this will have to go to the main office.  I cannot just delete someone's death.  It is not in my power."

Silver actually slapped her forehead with her empty palm.
"Okay, tell me what I have to do to prove that my grandmother is not dead.  We don't give out 'life certificates' in this country."

"That I do not know, miz."
"Well, tell me who does know and I'll get on it right away."

"I don't know that, either."

Something snapped.  Silver's brain couldn't take any more of this bullshit, so she lowered her voice and spoke very slowly and softly.  "Harry Badjawani, supervisor of customer representatives, somewhere halfway around the world from me and my very much alive grandmother, do you like your job?"
"Oh, yes, very much, miz."
"Tell me, Harry, may I call you Harry?  Do you want to keep your job?"
His voice came back with just a touch of unease in it. "Oh, yes.  I have a wife and seven children to support."
"Do you want them to go hungry because their father couldn't delete an old lady's death and fix this whole mess with the home office right away?"
"Oh, nooo, miz.  That would not be good."
"Well, then, Mr. Harry Badjawani, I suggest you get on this right away because my next phone call will be to the head office in Indianapolis, USA, and I will speak to your direct boss about this matter.  What do you think I will say to him, Mr. Badjawani, if you cannot fix this little matter right now?"

"I think it will not go veddy well for me, miz."
"For the first time in our conversation, Harry, you've got that right.  Now, please attend to this matter immediately.  I will be calling the head office in Indianapolis in one half hour.  If they have not heard from you by then, I will be forced to tell them of our conversation, which I have recorded, by the way."

She hated doing things like this. She did have this recorded on her answering machine, but it would bother her forever if she had to use it against this poor man and his seven children.
But she would, if it meant getting her grandmother's bills paid.
"I will do what I can, miz."
"Harry Badjawani, you'd better.  My grandmother is depending on you.  Your children are depending on you.  I have every confidence that you will be able to clear this up."
She slapped her phone shut and felt the hostility drain from her, along with the tension.  She would give him his half hour then phone Indianapolis if she could find some number for them.  It had to be somewhere in her grandmother's papers. 
Somewhere.

The Chronicle office thumped and hummed around her while human voices responded to telephone calls and jokes and something broadcast on the ubiquitous CNN droning in the background.
Silver waited, checked out the insurance company head office online and got a phone number.
Forty five minutes passed.
Her telephone rang and she picked it up.
"This is Frank Marshall of Bezoar Insurance.  Is this the granddaughter of Mary McLaren?"
"Yes."
"We have received a call from our overseas representative, Mr. Badjawani, regarding the death of Mrs. Mclaren.  I personally wish to extend condolences at your loss."
She did scream, this time.  Long and loud, directly into the phone.
"Mary McLaren is NOT DEAD!"

"Oh, well.  Oh, dear.  There's been some mistake then."
Silver's entire body shook as the anger and tension returned worse than before.
"Oh, I'll say there's been a mistake.  A big mistake.  And you had better fix it, Mr. Marshall, immediately."
Long pause, dead silence on the other end.
"Can you prove that Mrs. McLaren is alive?"

"What do you want me to do, have her breathe into the phone?  Tell me, just what do you need for me to do to prove that she is not dead?"
"Er, I don't know."

"She's got cancer.  She's undergoing chemotherapy and not fit to travel to Indianapolis.  Maybe you could come here,  Mr. Marshall, to see for yourself.  Whaddya say?  It's lovely in New Jersey in the spring.  You'd like it.  And you'll like my grandmother.  She's quite a woman, done some astounding things."

His voice took on a different, mellow tone, all too familiar to Silver.  "I'd like that.  Say, will I get to meet you?"    He couldn't be after her, not over the phone.  Oh, hell.

"I'm sorry, but I'm leaving for..." she looked at her desk, saw the tiny flag of Scotland in her pencil holder, and blurted out, "Scotland.  I'm leaving for Scotland tomorrow.  But my lawyer will be there, at Gram's house, when you arrive.  Let's set the date and time, Mr. Marshall.  Right now."

"Is this necessary?"
"I don't know, Frank.  Is this necessary?  She will expect you this Friday after one.  She has a health care provider who will be with her, along with her lawyer.  If you are not there, our lawyer will know what to do.  Thank you for your cooperation.  Good-bye."

She slumped in her desk chair, exhausted.  They did have a lawyer, a good one.  She made a call, poured out the story to the small town lawyer who agreed to handle everything.  It was good having a lawyer whose wife was on the Chronicle staff.  He assured Silver that he would handle everything.

"I'm leaving for Scotland tomorrow.  I'll let you know where I can be reached."

She got off the phone with him, called her travel agent and booked a flight.
Simple as that.

She could always cancel it as soon as she cooled down.
If she cooled down.

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

October 29th, 2009

Silver VI

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Infrequent streetlights did little to illuminate the alley behind the Chronicle office and most of the northern side of downtown.  Silver lifted her ever-present sunglasses, allowing her eyes to adjust to the dimness.  When her night vision clicked in, she eased the Mini onto the pavement and slowly drove to her parking space behind the old brick building.  The loading dock was empty.  That meant the paper had been put to bed.  The crew had gone home.  All was quiet.
She should have felt fine.  The long day was over, she was ready to eat her frozen dinner and maybe watch some television.  Everything should have been peaceful and okay and it would have been, except for the tingling of the hair on the back of her neck.
Easing the Mini close to the back door of her building, she grabbed her camera bag and tote, carefully opened her door and swung her feet to the ground.  As she hefted herself to a standing position, the dark vanished in headlights.  Another vehicle pulled alongside hers.
Every nerve tingled.
She quickly pushed her keys between her fingers and let the weapon hand dangle at her side.
Oh, hell.
This was supposed to be a quiet evening.

"It's about time you got back."
Who the heck was that?  The car door opened and out came that obnoxious syndicate man, Evans.  What was his first name?  She'd never even bothered to look at the card.
"What are you doing here?"  Silver struggled to keep her voice even as her heart raced in her chest.  "I've said all I'm going to say to you."

He came round the front of his Lexus, holding up a large bag.  Chinese food.  Silver thought of sesame chicken and shrimp toast.  He'd been to Golden Dragon.  
"A peace offering.  I know you haven't eaten anything all day, Silver.  Mr. Lee told me this is what you usually order, so I took a chance."  He grinned, showing his perfect teeth in his rehearsed smile.
Mr. Lee's advertising rates just went up.

"Go away."  

Evans drew closer.  He'd taken off his suit jacket and undone his tie, rolled up the sleeves on his impeccable white shirt and tried to look casual.  Could snakes look casual?  Not in Silver's light sensitive eyes.

"Look, Silver, just because we had a little run in this afternoon doesn't mean we can't have a bite to eat and get to know each other."  He stepped closer, held up the bag of food.  "I even have chopsticks."  He tilted his head to the side, trying to look appealing or something, but Silver wasn't buying the act.

"Go back to where you came from.  Crawl back under the rock.  I'm tired and I want to go inside.  Alone.  Good night."

Evans set the bag on the hood of his car.  Silver edged toward the back of the building, her building, nearly at the back door.  Evans kept walking toward her, the smile still in place but his eyebrows downturned in question.
"What's the matter?  I'm beginning to get the impression you don't like me."

A laugh burst from her.  "Bingo!  Give the man a cigar.  Then go away."

He leaned his butt against the front of the Lexus.  "Now, Silver, if you don't want to talk to me in the office, you don't want to eat this delicious food I've brought, and this may be the only time I get to talk to you ever again, I'll have to say it all out here."
Interrupting, Silver raised her left hand.  "We have nothing to say to each other.  I am not selling the Chronicle.  Good night."  She made to open the back door.
Then he was right in front of her, caging her between his open arms and his large body.
"You're going to listen to me now."
Silver panicked, the fear rippling through her, her mind streaking toward oblivion but going nowhere at all.  She froze.

"Look.  I've figured you out.  You've got a degree from Columbia journalism. You interned at the Washington Post, for crying out loud.  You're here in this podunk town running a piffling little rag because you know you can't make it in the real world.  Journalism requires balls, and you, my sweet  Silver, don't have 'em.  So, why not sell this rag to my syndicate, get yourself a couple of kids and leave the news world to the big boys?"

Rage screamed through her brain.  When she opened her mouth to let it out, he dipped his head and planted his lips on hers.  His body pressed against hers.  Despite her rage and her fear, Silver realized he was completely aroused and mauling her.
Instinctively, she stopped struggling.
Her attacker, emboldened by her seeming acquiescence, moved to a more comfortable position, spreading his legs to encompass her more fully.
Silver rammed her knee into his nether parts then watched his eyeballs bulge as he dropped to the asphalt.

She flung open the door, got herself inside, relocked it and called 911 on her cell phone.

The Middlebrook police deserved a laudatory editorial in this week's paper, she decided, as she spoke with the responding officer. 
No, she didn't think an ambulance was necessary, but she did want her attacker to spend the night in jail, at the very least.  Yes, she had seen him earlier in the day, but there was no reason for him to think she wanted any further contact with him.  Yes, he had attacked her.  Yes, she had fought him off.  Yes, it must have been a good shot because he was still on the ground. Yes, please just take him away and let me go upstairs.  No, I don't want to call anyone.  No, he didn't get very far, thank you very much.  Send a tow truck for the Lexus and throw that bag of food away, please.  If that's all, thanks, Jim.  Good night.

Upstairs in her apartment, Silver fought tears as she undressed and stood in the hot shower, trying to wipe away the feel of his hands and lips and body with every scrub of the washcloth.
While her body reacted with disgust, her brain reeled with all he had said.  The anger rushed back in,  overtaking the humiliation and fear.
The tears came then, hot and washed away by the cooling shower water.
But somewhere in her head niggled a little voice that wondered whether he had spoken the truth.
Was she hiding from the world in Middlebrook, afraid to try her hand at the real world?

"NO!"  Her anger ripped away that stupid question.  It wasn't true.  The Chronicle was a good thing.  Everybody loved it.  Everybody needed it.  They had the world beyond Middlebrook on television and in the New York papers if they wanted it.  She provided them with the news that counted to them.  The Chronicle was home town news and as long as they lived in the town, even after they moved away, they needed to know what was going on in the place they called home.

"Oh, God!   Please let me forget this."  Silver prayed out loud as she pulled on her sweats, heated up her defrosted dinner, threw it in the trash then scooped out a huge bowl of Dutch chocolate almond ice cream for herself and brought it to the sofa.  When she was comfortably curled up with the clicker in hand, she found something on her favorite science channel and set to work on the ice cream.
The geology of Loch Ness seemed a safe enough choice.  A few mentions of the fabled monster, then rocks and continental drift and the interesting idea that Scotland had once been attached to New York had her calmed down in no time.
But it would be hours before she drifted into sleep.
And the dreams started.


copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

October 15th, 2009

Silver IV

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Something was wrong.  Silver sensed it as soon as she parked in front of the Chronicle office.  A thrum, a quiet controlled keening, tears.
Oh, shit!
Gram!

Chloe, the young receptionist, sat at her desk, wiping at her red-rimmed eyes with her soggy sleeve.  The moment she saw Silver, she shook, gathered up her purse, and stood, head dipped. 
"What's wrong, Chloe?"  Silver, her heart in her throat, hovered before the young woman.

"Oh, Ms. McLaren, I'm so sorry.  I didn't know who he was.  He looked so regular and everything, but I spoke to him and answered his question when he asked whether you were in or not.  I'm so...so...sorry," she blubbed, "but I didn't know who he was.  And, I know the consequences.  I'm sorry, I just didn't know.  But he let himself into your office and I didn't know what to do."

Rage flowed through Silver, running up her spine with heat and spreading across her chest like molten lava.  The poor kid.  She had to set Chloe right first, then tend to the other, more distasteful matter as quickly as possible while the fires still burned.
"Chole, it isn't your fault.  You couldn't have known who he was unless he had presented his business card, which I'm sure he didn't.  No, sweetie, you aren't fired.  Put your bag down and wipe your eyes--they're all red.  I'll handle this idiot myself.  Go back to work."

She entered her private office at full steam.
He sat before her desk, hands along the sides of the chair, looking innocent.
Thank God her computer was password protected.
"I'm Silver McLaren.  You already have my answer.  You can leave now.  And," she added after a thought,  "apologize to my receptionist for your unprofessional behavior on the way out."

He stood, all six foot and more of him in an expensive dark pinstriped suit, coordinated tie and pocket kerchief, slick Italian shoes.  "Ms. McLaren, I am sorry to have pulled this stunt to get to see you, but you've been playing hard to get, so I figured I had to do the same.  It is really to your benefit that we talk."

He pulled out his card, she let him place it on her desk, not deigning to touch it herself.  It had to be poisoned.

Going slowly to her chair, she sat as elegantly and with as much poise as she could muster, considering her temper at the moment.
"You and I  have nothing to say to each other.  Your pitiful offer has been refused.  End of conversation."

"Now, wait a minute.  This little paper of yours can't be making any money, Ms. McLaren.  It's a joke. Pet obituaries?  School play reviews?  Recipe contests and police blotters?  Really, now, that's not news."

The lava flowed again, this time reaching her fingertips.  "For your information, Mr...." Silver glanced at the card she still had not touched, "Mr. Evans, my little paper prints news.  News that the people of Middlebrook and surrounding areas want to read.  Every single person in town subscribes to it, but I'm sure you already know the figures.  Do you know how many bother to subscribe to your area paper?  About 20% of the households.  Only.  And those subscriptions usually don't get renewed after the first year.  They might pick up the Times at work, or even the Ledger. But your piddlin' paper is going down the toilet while mine is thriving."
Evans actually stepped back.
"Our readership is going strong."
"Bulldunky."  Silver, hands on hips, stopped herself from smirking.  "I've done as much research as you have, Mr. Evans.  You're syndicate is rapidly going down the tubes because you have four pages of world news, a page of obits from all over Central Jersey, three pages of want ads and one page of local news.  You're down to three syndicated columnists and a crossword puzzle and comics.  Granted, we don't have comics, but we beat you on everything else with the exception of world news.  Our readers can turn on CNN or the like on their televisions and get all the biased news they want.  We give them something else."

Evans stuck his hand in his pocket and jangled some change.  Maybe he found it soothing, but Silver knew damned well that he was irked because she had called him and beat him at his own game.
"Ms. McLaren, you're wrong.  We'll be going strong long after you and your little newsletter have turned to dust.  Now, we've made you a generous offer.  I suggest you accept it, sell the Chronicle and go make babies or something."
Gripping the edge of the desk did little to hide her emotion.  "Ten thousand dollars to go out of business?  You big city guys have a strange sense of humor.  I wouldn't sell the Chronicle for ten million dollars.  Now, take that as my last word.  Good day, Mr. Evans."  She pulled open her desk drawer and grabbed a blue pencil, grabbed at a stack of papers and marked something, anything, just to let him know he was dismissed.

Evans, on the other hand, apparently didn't take hints.  He sat himself on the edge of her desk and in a surprising move, flipped Silver's sunglasses from her eyes.  She caught them and put them back on.
"Wow!  They really are silver.  And you are beautiful when you're angry.  Has anyone ever told you that, Ms. McLaren?"

"Get out, Evans."

"Will you have dinner with me tonight?  Then after that, how 'bout you come back to my hotel for a nightcap?"

The guy was insane.  For one brief moment, Silver considered calling for one of her reporters to come escort him from the building.  Instead, she carefully placed the pencil on the desk, put both hands in front of her and breathed deeply.  
Shooting him a look she hoped expressed complete disdain, she whispered, "Get out.  Now."

He did.

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October 11th, 2009

Silver III

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"You're gaping, dear.  Most unbecoming."
Silver shook away her confusion.  "Gram, don't you think you ought to have told me this a long time ago?"
Gram shifted in the bedding, adjusted the sheet and light blanket around her chest.  "But I did, Silver.  Back then, back after the fishing derby.  I told you about selkies.  The whole business.  Though tactfully leaving out the part about your grandmothers."
"Tactfully leaving out the part about my relatives, of course.  And why did you do that?"

Once again, her grandmother's attention went directly to the bedding.  Silver watched the old lady, riddled with cancer and pale from the chemotherapy, pluck at the sheet as if it would never straighten out.  It didn't take much for her to walk around the bed and fix the bedding, while waiting for her grandmother to come up with an answer.  Once the sheets and blankets were perfect, Silver stood at the side of the bed and waited expectantly for an answer.  Her hands on hips pose was enough to get the old lady to finally come up with something.

"Well, you were a little young.  I didn't want to...oh, I don't know.  It all would have been a fairy tale to a seven year old, now, wouldn't it? And you'd just caught this big fish and had all that excitement and the photographers and such...I didn't think you'd get the importance of what I had to say."

"Aaargh!" 
Why now?  Why at this time, when things were so rocky, when there was so much at stake, did her grandmother choose now to drop this bomb on her?
"Gram, so, a long ago relative is reputed to be a seal-woman from Scottish folklore.  And you believe it?  Sweet mercy, Gram.  I didn't think...after all the years I've known you, that you could actually believe this crap."

Gram's chin lifted as she shot her grandchild a look of indignant righteousness.  "And while you may be thinking I've gone senile, I must inform you most explicitly that I have not.  I am completely compus mentus, have control of my mental faculties. This is not a fairy tale, young lady, it is family history.  And if you don't believe it, how else can you explain the fish thing?  And the dog thing, and the bird thing, and the deer thing you've complained about? Huh?  Huh?"

With her face reddening, Gram frightened Silver into action.  "Whoa!  Don't get your knickers in knots over this, Gram.  I didn't mean anything by it.  Of course you know that.  I just find this revelation at this time of my life, a little...weird."
Slightly mollified, the elderly lady slid back under the bed-covers.  She settled, the red in her fair, bloodless complexion gone.  "Look, Silver, you've been aware of your little 'talent' all your life.  You've complained about dogs following you, the cats jumping onto your lap when you were all dressed up, even how the deer always seem to anticipate you driving down the darkened roads around here.  How else can you explain it?
"No, you aren't a seal, you don't have a fur skin hidden anywhere, that ended with your original ancestress.  She never found her coat, never was able to get back to the sea.  She had seven children with Geordie McLaren and you are her direct descendent.  You've been baptized and blessed, you have no trace of faerie or other worldliness about you with this one exception.  So, animals of all kinds are attracted to you.  Outside of being inconvenient at times, why should you complain?"

Silver sighed.  "I'm not complaining about the animal weirdness, Gram.  I'm just finding it hard to believe, here in the 21st century, that this could possibly be true.  I mean, science and all...."  Her voice trailed off as she thought about the depth of what had been revealed.
Was she part faery, part selkie seal?  Did she have an unnatural attraction to animals?  Did that include--men?
Hah!  No, it did not.  At least, she didn't think so.
"There, there, dear.  At least one of Rachael's descendents got something from her.  I often wished I'd gotten something, but...no, I have no peculiar talents.  Rather disappointing."

"Aw, Gram!"  Silver hugged the elderly woman, not too tight.  She didn't need to bring any pain to the woman who was just getting over a chemical poisoning for a little while.  "You know I love you, don't you?"

The old lady hesitated just long enough, then gave a faint grin.  "I know you do, honey.  But now, I'm all tired out.  Think about what I told you, though, Silver.  It's important that you understand this gift and make some use of it."

Instead of going directly back to the Chronicle office, Silver stopped at the town library to do a little research.  In a secluded section of the old building, she found an old book about Scotland and read what it had to tell her about her ancestors, the selkies.
Blah, blah, seals cursed to be animals but with the ability to change into human form, male and female, sexually attractive in a time when that wasn't necessarily something anyone dared talk about, if their pelt was found and hidden away, their partners could keep them human forever, but as soon as they located their seal skins, they escaped back into the sea, leaving behind all traces of humanity, children and husbands included, apparently without remorse.
"Well, hmm.   Leave behind the drudgery of 16th century Scotland, poor as all get out, forced to wash and cook and bear children and getting what back in return?  Hmm?  Sex?  Not  hardly worth staying human, then,  Not just for sex."  Silver slammed the book shut just as someone stepped in front of her.
"Hey, Silver!"
She jumped.
It was only the chief of police, Rich Polaski.
"Hey, chief!  Got any stories for the Chronicle?"
Chief Polaski, an affable sort who had a beer belly and ready grin, laughed, a bubbly happy sound that took Silver away from thoughts of her Scottish Grandmother the seal.
"Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.  Want to come over to the cop shop and I'll show you the latest in crime-solving technology?"
 
"So, how does this thing work?"

Rich handed over the light, camo-covered device.  Silver weighed it in her hand, looked at the screen on the outside, checked out the buttons on the side.
 "It's a motion-detection camera, used by hunters and wildlife folks to capture images of the kind of animals in a particular area, try to see if it's wolves or foxes stealing livestock, that sort of thing."
Puzzled, she handed it back to him.  "Chief, has something been stealing chickens in Middlebrook?"
Rich let out a huge laugh.  "No, not chickens.  This is confidential, now, but you know the flowers in front of the municipal building?  Well, something has been killing them. We figure it's some dog running loose and digging them out and this gave us an opportunity to actually use the thing.  Somebody donated it to the police about three months ago and, frankly, we didn't know if we'd ever use it.  But then these flowers started dying and somebody suggested we find out why."
"And did you?"
The chief puffed out his chest. "Yes, indeedy.  We found the culprit, all right."

"Did you arrest the dog?"
Rich shook his head.  "Turned out it wasn't a dog.  It was Hector Valez."
"Hector was digging out the plants?  Hector, the guy who owns the taco place downtown?"
"Yep.  Seems he would walk home after a few cervesas downtown and not quite be able to make it home before having to relieve himself.  So, he was, er, doing it, in the flower bed."

Silver held back her laughter.  This was news, sort of.  "So, he peed in the flower bed? And you caught him with this fancy wildlife camera?"

"Yep."  He grinned wider, obviously pleased with the great accomplishment.

"And you want me to put this in the Chronicle?  About Hector peeing in the flowers?"

Polaski sobered.  "No, you don't need to  mention  Hector by name.  Just a little article about the new camera and how it has been used to capture criminals and wildlife and how we're on top of things at the cop shop.  Something like that."

"Will do, Chief.  I'll do my best.  Look for it."

Well, she thought, this has been a day of revelation.  What next?

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August 14th, 2009

Loey XXVI

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Vikings can really drink.
Vikings seem to drink themselves into a state of inebriation that surpasses any college frat party beer bust.  And they walk and shout and brag until they fall down, passed out into the oblivion where they probably dreamed up Valhalla.
To me, they were all rip-snorting drunk.  And snoring so loud the rafters of the long house rang.

They do know how to party hearty.  They're so keen on getting drunk, they have drinking vessels that are pointed at the bottom, like animal horns (which they probably are) that can't be put down without spilling a drop of the ale or mead or whatever it is they're imbibing.
Clever, my ancestors.
And very, very drunk.

But I learned some very interesting things about my father.  He is an extremely generous man.  He gave me Axel, the guy I call Thor, as a going away present.  See, Dad has to head back to Iceland and his other family because he is persona non grata in Norway.  He has been here for two weeks, waiting for me to show up.  Somehow, I have grown rather attached to the man.  He's funny and loud and violent in a perfectly acceptable way.  He makes me laugh and most of the other Vikings love him and respect him.  The killing part never gets mentioned.
As for Jennifer, well, she really loves him.  I can see it in her eyes whenever she looks at him.
One thing I know I inherited from her is that she doesn't drink.  Considering somebody has to be sober to clean up the Viking mess, I guess it's a good thing she stays sober.

Her house is pretty messed up and all the furniture is pretty much busted up.
She and I picked up the broken chairs and tables and threw them out the door.  Somebody would come around later and either fix the stuff or make new for her, she said.  Evidently, this is not an uncommon occurence.  Wow. 
In a contest of Vikings vs. Frat Boys, I know exactly who would win.  Look out Teke and Deke.

While we were cleaning up and, believe me, moving dead weight Vikings is not easy, we talked.
She asked me about the world in 2009 and I told her things weren't going too well, but that we had a new president who happened to be black.  She clapped her hands and smiled, saying, "It's about time."
Yeah, I agreed.
Somehow she managed to get me to tell her about the whole journey, starting with Mongolia and what I did there.  At first, I didn't want to let her know how she'd screwed with the timeline, but she already knew about the wrestling part.  She was surprised her khan had gone on to the great steppes and that his son had taken over.  She wormed it out of me how come I had had to leave.  Somehow, she really wasn't surprised. 
She laughed when I told her about the proto-dinosaurs, but showed concern over my infected foot.  Much to my surprise.
I would have stopped relating my story there, but she wheedled it out of me, wanting to know about Jean-Pierre.  
"He was so young and virile," she told me with a very wistful sigh. 

Out of pure nastiness, I told her how I'd fixed him up with his Indian lady.  I didn't let on how much he had pined for her.  Yeah, it was nasty.  I wanted to hurt her, I think, and telling her how she had hurt him by leaving managed to at least bring a teary look to her face.  But, she left him to continue on her great experiment, just like she'd left me.  Maybe it was good for her to know that she didn't just flit around history without hurting anyone and without changing anything.  I purposely neglected to tell her of my own indescretion...I sincerely doubt he managed to get back to France and take over his father's vineyard.  But it would be nice to know he and Bird in Sky did go back and keep out of the revolution.  I told her about the bear, though.
I told her about all the rotten things that had happened to me along the way, and I told her how her "visits" had managed to screw with history pretty good.
In fact, right about here, I let her have it.
I think all the pent up emotion came streaming out of my mouth, completely bypassing my good judgment.  Boy, I let her have it.  I couldn't help myself.
Here we were, cleaning up after a bunch of dead-drunk Vikings when I should be talking to her about boys and clothes and school and what I wanted to do with my life and we were reliving her past and my recent past that only happened because of her.
I got really steamed and I know my face turned purplish because that does happen when I'm really upset and mad and I shouted and threw some stuff.  Anything I could get my hands on.
I guess I raged for a good ten minutes before I calmed down and the only thing I had left to throw was the time travel device.  With that in my hand, however, I suddenly stopped and realized that if I was ever going to get home, this was the one thing that I couldn't afford to break against the wall.
So I stopped and stood there, all screamed out.  Deflated.  Trying not to cry.
Snarfling into the sleeve of my hoodie.

"Why didn't you love me?"  A simple question.  An easy one that slipped out of my mouth so softly I barely heard it, but my heart knew I'd said it.

Jennifer came close and hesitated before putting her arm around my shoulders, but I shrugged it off.  It hurt too much for me to bear, small gesture that it was.

"I loved you enough to send you to live with the uncles, Emelia.  I wrote it all in the letter.  Didn't you even try to read it?  Didn't anyone explain?  Professor Neal was supposed to tell you everything on your birthday.  Why didn't he?"

If she'd staked me in the heart, it wouldn't have hurt less.  Gramps!  Oh, Gramps!

"Gramps didn't have a chance to explain anything to me.  He died.  I killed him.  Then the house burnt down.  Then I left on this farcical journey to fulfill the great experiment you thought up."
"Professor Neal is dead?  You...killed him?"  I guess "horrorstruck" is the best way to describe the look on Jennifer's face.  Hmm. 

"I didn't mean to.  I was in a good mood and the time of the month was right for blueberry jellydoughnuts, so I bought him some and while he was starting to tell me what was going on with the backpack and all, I got a phone call and left the room and he...just...died!"
By this time, I was crying full out, tears burning down my cheeks, snot pouring from my nose, red dots in front of my eyes.  It was pretty awful, realizing that Gramps really was dead and that I had inadvertently killed one of the greatest persons the world had ever known.

"Oh, sweet baby!"  She put her arms around me and hugged me.  Both of us crumpled to the floor, sobbing.  I don't know what happened, why I allowed her to touch me, but, oh, I dunno, it was okay.  I stopped crying after a bit and wiped away the tears with my soggy sleeve.  Jennifer dabbed at her own face with her own sleeve and the wall between us sort of wavered a little.
On my part.
Then it struck me.  She'd called me Emelia.  Not Loey.  Was that my real name?

"I might as well tell you what I'd written, since you really don't know what I was doing.  I never really knew my own mother or father, for that matter.  My mother died when I was about ten years old.  My father didn't even try to be a good dad. He made lots of money and gave me every material thing a girl could want, but he wasn't a real top-notch father.  I knew other kids who had great dads and mothers, but I never really knew it first hand.  And because of that, I realized that I couldn't be a good mother.  I had all these big plans to search time and the world and write my dissertation when I came back.  A child didn't fit in the plan, but when I found out I was pregnant, well, look around, Emelia.  Is this a time you could be safe and happy?  Maybe, but maybe not.  More babies die in this village than survive.  The men go off and leave the women on their own to run the farms.  Strangers constantly try to take over what we have.  It isn't a good life.  A simple cold more often than not turns into pneumonia. I had a bottle of aspirin in my pack...it went to the Indians.  I had nothing, no medical skills and believe me, life here is brutal.  I loved you enough to send you back to the future where I knew you'd be safe and cherished by seven of the most wonderful intellects in any time or place.  I knew I didn't have too much mother in me.  But I did love you.  I loved you enough to keep you safe, to enable you to learn from the professors, and to live in relative peace and comfort.
It was selfish of me to leave you without a mother, but you wouldn't have had one in me, trust me.  And now, seeing you, listening to you, I wonder if I really did the best thing I could by sending you here the way you came, living in my footsteps."
I shook my head.  "I needed a real mother."

"I'm sorry I couldn't be one, daughter.  But tell me, did you learn anything from your travels?  Did anything make an impression on you?  Was the trip worthwhile?"

Well, I had to think.  And when I thought long enough about it, all I'd been through, all the things I'd seen and learned, all the history that went on right before my eyes, all the people I got to know and the life lessons I had learned, well, when it came right down to it, I'd learned a great deal about life, past and future.  And I'd learned a great deal about human nature.  Oh, yeah, I'd learned so much.  But I was reluctant to tell her so.  It would have been giving in.  It sort of meant she'd been right to do what she did.
Did I want to do that?

She kept looking at me as if expecting me to answer her. 

"It was rough, it was sweet, it was hard, it was...exciting!"
She laughed.  "I bet it was."
I was about to say something more when from a heap of fur and flesh came a groan.
"That will be your father.  I'd know that groan anywhere.  I had better get him up and sobered so he can be on his way, Emelia.  He can't stay here any longer."
Eventually, Eric the Red, my father, awoke.  He and Jennifer had a quick chat, then he came over to me and put both hands alongside my face.
"I love you, Loey Ericsdottir.  Wherever you go, whatever you do, always know that your father loves you.  Your mother, also.  Be a good girl and follow your dreams."
With a huge hug and kiss on my forehead, the big burly Viking left me.  Without a look back at my mother, he just...left.
And from the look on her face, I could tell exactly how she felt.  And I felt it, too.

"Look," I said,  "this time travel device.  Can you adjust it to bring me back to just before Gramps dies?  I mean, so I can NOT give him the jellydoughnuts and he will be okay?"

Sadly, she shook her head.  "Impossible.  You can't change that timeline.  He has to give you the backpack and the letters and, to my regret, he has to die so that you can use the device.  You can't go further back than to the time just after you left.  It won't work.  Nothing you can do will change that.  Nothing."
Desperate, I thought and thought about time.  "Can you come back?  Can you stop me from buying the jellydoughnuts?"
"No.  There's nothing and no one who can do that.  You've come too far, met too many people, made too much of an impression on the world to go back to before you left.  You have to stay out of your own timeline."
"But...."
"Don't you think I would change a few things now, now that I know about you and what's happened in the world, if I could?  Maybe I could try, but probably I wouldn't make one bit of difference.  If I went back and never used the device, you'd never have been born, Emelia.  And we wouldn't be having this conversation, you wouldn't exist.  Don't you see?"

She was right, of course.  I knew it.  I'd watched enough Star Trek to know that.

"Well, can you come back now?  I mean if your husband has to leave, there's really nothing to keep you here.  You could come back and write your dissertation and be famous or whatever it is you want.  I have Prester John's device in my backpack.  You can use it to come...home."
Jennifer thought about it, I know she did.  "I have to go back sometime, but I have some things to straighten out here, first.  But there's nothing stopping you from leaving, Emelia."

"You keep calling me that.  My name is Loey!"  Yes, I knew I was being bitchy.
"I had named you when you were born, Emelia, but I guess your seven uncles didn't realize it.  I thought it was a beautiful name for my beautiful daughter.  Eric wasn't around, he never knew I'd given you a name.  It was his grandmother's name.  She was a Viking queen, or so he said.  But he did a great deal of bragging and making up stories, so I was never really sure.  I thought you looked like a Viking queen, though.  But Loey suits you, too."

I found my backpack and dug out the tt device.  "Here.  Use it when you're ready to come back."
She took it, turned it over in her hand, opened it up (by magic) and checked it out. 
"This is a better model than the one you have."
"Old PJ must have made some improvements.  He was crazy, you know.
"
"Yes, I realized that.  What did he do that convinced you?"
"I'll tell you when you get home."  Yeah, I meant it.  I wanted her to come back, eventually.  I could get over what she'd done, and what she hadn't done.  It's hard for me to keep a grudge, especially against my own mother.  I guess.

We walked through the village and up the hill where I'd landed.  The snow had melted from the shadows.  I'd been here a few days, and God knew how many days since I'd left home.  But it was time for me to go back.  I needed to be back, to help the uncles, to straighten out things, to get on with my life.

I allowed her to set the device (a few quick touches) and I even let her hug me.  Down below in the fjord, I saw a Viking ship sailing off with a red-bearded guy standing dramatically by the dragon head.  I thought I heard someone call my name, but I turned my back on my mother and the village and the fjord and squeezed that stupid device, shook it and touched every single gemstone...there was a click and as I felt that shove at my shoulders, I felt something tackle me around the knees then...the cold blackness of time and space whirling around me and this weight around my knees and BLAM!

I was in the park across from the ruins of my house, looking into six pairs of familiar eyes, my beloved uncles--and Dan, looking upset and angry and disbelieving.
With a huge blond Viking wrapped around my legs.

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August 5th, 2009

Loey XXV

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I wasn't supposed to let it affect me in any way.
Since the time I was a little kid, and I realized that I was missing two things every other kid had, I decided I wasn't going to cry over it and I certainly wasn't going to ever want to meet my parents. 
Since this wild journey began, I was absolutely certain I didn't want to meet the infamous Jennifer.  I'd begun a mental list of all the shit she'd put me through, beginning with leaving me with seven old men who, best intentions considered, were not my blood relatives and didn't really fulfill all my needs.  I needed parents.  All kids need parents.  While I had some of the most creative and intelligent minds in the world raising me, they weren't my mom and dad.
That thing all little kids have, that need to be cuddled and loved and held close by a mother or father, even if they are adopted, they're still part of the heart, wasn't quite there.
Dealing with intellectuals as part of some kind of experiment wasn't the same.
Don't get me wrong, the uncles and Grandfather were wonderful.  They taught me so much, afforded me opportunities most kids would never experience in a lifetime or three, and they loved me, I know they did.
But they weren't my father.
They most certainly were not my mother.

Now, here before me, at least, was my mother.

And, to my shame, I felt my heartbeat quicken.  My knees began to shake, involuntarily, and   heat raced through my entire body.  Dammit, tears formed in my eyes, but I blinked them away and swiped my sleeve over my face to hide any tell-tale signs that I cared.

"Come, meet your father."
Dammit, dammit, dammit!
Her voice was low and sultry and, dammit, sounded so sincere.
I hate her.  I've hated her all my life.  Now, shit.  I can't allow myself to fall under her spell.  Not like everybody else she ever had contact with.  No, not this gal.

But I walked forward and this guy, this enormous red-headed guy, breaks into such a smile and steps off the dais and rushes up to me, engulfing me in a tremendous bear-hug. 
The beard tickles and scratches, but, somehow, I feel--good!

"Dottir!  Dottir!  My dottir!  She is beautiful, is she not?"  He, this guy, glances first to Thor, then to Jennifer, then back to me.  The look in his eyes...I'll never forget what I saw there.
I've never, ever seen that look before.

She moved closer to us, quickly but elegantly and I turned back to face my father.
"This is Eric, your father.  He's been waiting to meet you, dear.  He journeyed all he way back from Iceland to be here for your arrival."

I ignored her, sort of.

"We have much to talk about."
I couldn't help responding to that.  "Yeah, I guess we do."

She tossed her glorious hair...yes, I'll admit, it was pretty great and I could see why all these guys fell so hard for her. She was truly beautiful and didn't look much older than me.  But then, I've never been good with judging age and all that.  My father stepped away, though he kept his arm around my shoulders and kept looking from me to her.

"What did they call you?" he asked, one red brow lowered, hiding the twinkle in his green eyes.
They were green.  Cool.  And he had great teeth and a warm smile.  I guess he didn't know much about me at all.
For him, I would answer.
"Clopidogera.  The uncles named me Clopidogera.  I'm told they put all sorts of names in a hat and Grandfather got to pull one out.  I think one of the uncles had written his choice on the back of  a piece of paper that had something else written on the front, and Grandfather often told me how he read what he saw first.  So I'm Clopidogera Madder.  But everyone always called me Loey, so I am Loey."

Jennifer gasped.  Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her shake her head.  She covered her eyes with her hand, too, not that I cared.

My father hugged me again.  "I shall call you Loey, then.  That other name is not fit for a Viking daughter.  Loey it shall be.  Loey Ericsdottir."

Jennifer seemed pleased by the look on her face.  She came closer and touched my arm, gently.  "He has claimed you as his child.  This is a big thing, kiddo.  Loey.  It's sweet and simple and...it fits you."
I said nothing.  It was all I could do to not grind my teeth to powder.

Eric boomed out to Thor,  "Ve shall have a feast!  Tell the village to prepare!  My dottir has arrived, Axel, and ve shall eat and drink in her honor.  Go, now, and tell them Eric vill party hearty!"

Party hearty?  Wow.  My mother taught them some English.  Weird.  Slang in medieval Norway.

My father hugged me again, then to my dismay, he stepped away and muttered something about going out and getting things done.  That left me with...her.

Both of us stood there, looking toward the door that shut behind Eric.
Feeling stupid on my part, and most uncomfortable.

"Loey, in case you're wondering, yes.  He is the man the world will know as Eric the Red.  He took a big chance coming here as he had been banished for killing some guy some years ago.
He's been living in Iceland for a few years and we haven't seen each other since he left, but I stayed here because I knew you'd be coming.  I just knew it."
I turned to her and all the anger that had been simmering just boiled up.  "Oh, yeah?  How did you know?  You haven't been pining away for me, your child, all these years, have you?  You seem to have lived okay...pretty damned well, in fact, from the looks of things."

She slumped a little, her shoulders rounding and her head dipping down.  Almost in defeat.  Or resignation.  Or something I just can't define.  I don't know the woman.

"I had hoped you'd be glad to see me."
What could I say to that?  About a million things, but somehow, looking at her, seeing how beautiful she was, and the look on her face, and all this stuff, all these emotions started to swirl inside me and when I saw a tear drip down her cheek, I sort of went soft in the head.

"Why did you do this to me?"
She straightened up and walked over to one of the benches that lined the wall.  "Come, sit.  I'll tell you everything."

So, I went over and sat with her, about five feet away.  It was a long bench.

"Where to start?"

"How 'bout at the beginning.  About the time travel device.   Where did you get it?  How did you get it to work?  How did you make it take me all the places I've been?"  I tried to be cool about it, but I heard my voice sound way interested, more than I really wanted it to sound.  Shit.

"Ah."  She smiled and leaned back until her head touched the wall.  "The time travel device.  I found it one day when looking around in the archaeology storage unit.  Shelves and shelves of stuff, all sorts of crap picked up by various professors at the university over the years.  The device was shoved way in the back...have you ever been in the storage unit?  Is it still there, still crammed full of junk?"

"Yeah. Uncle Vin used to bring me there while he did research and napped, sometimes, when it was his turn to babysit me."

"Professor Balducci.  Uncle Vin you called him?  Cute.  Anyway, I found this thing and saw the strange glyphs on it and no matter were I looked, I couldn't find any sort of writing like it.  So, I fiddled with the thing.  It's just like a Chinese puzzle box, you know?  It opened and I saw the gems and arrows and just sort of figured out they were meant to be touched or pressed or something.  Over the course of a few weeks, I experimented with it.  Went back to the day before, then back to one summer I spent at the seashore with my folks, then back further, and forward a few times.  Then I went back as far as the thing would take me."

Holy shit.  "You went back to Atlantis?"  My brain couldn't take this all in.  My head reeled with this revelation.

"Yes.  I went back to the beginning of the timeline.  Of course, I figured out where I was easily enough, but I didn't stay long...only a few minutes.  I was afraid I might not be able to get back."
"So, you figured out how to work the device by yourself?  Trial and error?"

Jennifer shifted as she sat.  Elegantly.  "Well, yes and no.  I happened to take some papers with me, from the place where the men were working on the device.  For the Atlanteans, it was an entertainment.  Like a video game or something.  They apparently used it all the time, because where I ended up was sort of a factory, making hundreds of the devices.  They even came in a little box, complete with instructions.  So, before I left, I obtained one of the instruction manuals, brought it back with me and realized it came in different languages."
"Like a Rosetta Stone?"  This was really beyond belief.
She laughed, a nice, solid laugh that sounded familiar.
"You could say that.  When I got back home, I was able to translate the instructions from what was to us ancient Minoan which was very similar to ancient Greek.  The Atlanteans were probably going to export the devices, like toys.  Or use them to conquer the known world."
"But, Atlantis blew up."
"It sank into the sea, dear.  I know.  It started going down just as I was leaving."

"Oh."  Genius.  My mother had witnessed the end of Atlantis and all I could come up with was "oh".  Sheer genius.
"So, back home, I figured out how it worked.  I'd gone a few places with it and back and forth, and well, I decided to go on a long trip.  I figured I could check out some places in time and place and figure out how to write my dissertation on one of them.  I wasn't interested in the future at all.  What I wanted to experience was times in the past.  But not necessarily through the eyes of famous people.  Just regular people, people who would be honest and live normal lives, only in the past.  So much of archaeology and history for that matter is guesswork. I wanted to see it for real."

"So you took off on your little experiment and had me, but sent me back."

"Yes, when I had you, I knew you had to go back.  I wrote it all down for you.  Everything was explained.  Didn't you bother reading my letter?"

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson
 



August 2nd, 2009

I have an idea for the next serialog...only right now I've forgotten what it is supposed to be.  It is my intention to finish Loey this week if possible...two episodes ought to do it.  And then on to the next. 
While reading through the old blogs over the past week, I came across the idea and decided it was pretty valid.  So why can't I remember it NOW???
Ugh!  This chemo brain is going to be the ruin of me.

Luckily, all I have to do is check out the "story ideas" for the past two years and it ought to be in there.  You cannot imagine how awful it feels to have this idea and lose it in the course of one night.  Last night I had determined this was where I would go next.  This morning, blank.  Tabula rasa as it were.  Last night I had ideas streaming through my brain.  I wanted to write them down but I owe my allegiance to Loey. Have to get her back home, maybe, or leave her in Norway with Thor.
Nah.  She has a fiance back home.
Shouldn't she go back?

We shall see.
And in the meantime, I will try to remember what the next serialog is going to be.


July 27th, 2009

Loey XXIV

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Now where am I?

I look around.  Nothing seems threatening...no animal sounds, no swords in my face, no slithering reptiles.  There is some snow in the shadows of trees--pine trees--and the land slopes downward into a magnificent blue slash of water.  When I stand up, I see I have crushed some pretty white and pink flowers.  Must be spring.
Swell, I could use the warm weather after the arctic.
Further down the hillside...correct that, mountainside...I see houses and even hear lusty male voices raised in song.
Of course I can't understand the language, and I can't see the singers, but it's heartening.  Singers don't usually eat strangers, though they might kill them just for fun.
You never, ever know about singers.

I dust myself off, keep my hoodie on, pick up my backpack, check to make sure I have the time travel device stuck in the waistband of my jeans and head off in the direction of the houses.
After a bit of hiking, I can see a dock extending out into the incredibly blue waters and tied to the dock...oh, man, this can't be happening.
A dragonship.
A dragonship!

Now, this is interesting.
I've always had a weakness for Vikings, dunno why.  The legends, the sagas, the gods and goddesses.  What kind of people actually allowed for the end of their gods and their world?  Dour, hostile, fun-loving raiders and reavers. 
Well, I have to admit I liked the comic book heroes with the flowing blond tresses and the idea of traveling all over the known world in a little boat (the one at the dock is really little and shallow) appealed to me.  Not that I'd want to go viking.  I'm not into killing or blood eagles and monasteries are off limits to me, but still and all.  If you take away the killing and pillaging, being a Viking must have been really cool.

My musings were interrupted when I got tackled.  From out of nowhere, a huge male body leapt out at me and hurled me onto the ground with a triumphant laugh.
"Hey!  Let me go, you oaf!"
I swung around as best I could to get a look at him.
Holy Toledo!
What a face.  Oh, man, what a face.  In an instant, I realized this was the most beautiful man I had ever seen in my life.  Perfect teeth.  The bluest eyes, much the same color as the fjord below, just as deep and utterly lovely.  And sparkling with mischief.  Long blond hair, two braids on either side of that gloriously masculine, handsome, incredible face.  And lips, mere inches from mine, perfect lips set in a grin wonderful enough to set my heart racing.  And all this perfection on top of about 200 pounds of rock hard muscle.
Ooof!
I tried to push him off so I could catch my breath.
He didn't budge a centimeter despite my very best effort.
But he did speak, saying something totally incomprehensible to me, but with a lovely lilting sound to it. 
"Sorry, I don't understand you," I managed to squeeze out, giving him another not so gentle shove at the same time.
His grin widened.  With one massive hand, he pulled back my hood and touched my hair.  I probably looked a complete mess, but so what?  I'd been through the destruction of an island, zooming into the endless void, the Canadian woods, a carboniferous swamp complete with giant reptiles, not to mention the steppes of Mongolia.  I couldn't be expected to look like much of anything.
Funny thing is, at this moment, I sort of wanted to look better than I know I did.

Then I saw that look in his eyes.  The one that showed he knew somebody who looked just like me.
Oh, hell.
Time to face the music.

"Take me to your leader."  I've just about run through all the trite phrases I knew, but I didn't think Thor here would understand.  What's the dif, anyway?
He slowly pushed off me, a sly look of disappointment registering on his glorious face.  Ahem, I gotta get back to reality here.  I had a fiance back home, only right now, I was having a little trouble remembering his name.

"Come," the giant ordered.  Now, why was I not totally surprised?
She'd been here. 

He helped me down the sloping path, past goats and sheep grazing on the hillside, a cow every now and then, racks of drying fish, then into the village where I saw some rather large individuals (male and female) going about their business, happily pounding stuff and chopping stuff and chatting and hoeing in rich brown dirt and gathering and fixing nets and grinding metal.  A blacksmith pounded away at a covered forge.  Kids ran around, mostly naked, playing some sort of game and laughing.  The houses were plain for the most part, a few carvings adorning the lintels, some dragon shapes at the roofline, some tinged with worn color, painted on centuries ago for all I could tell.
Clusters of young women and men flirting--hey, you don't have to understand the language to tell what as going on.  You could almost feel the hormones oozing and wafting through the air.
I guess this stuff is just universal.
Thank God.

Thor here is gently guiding me past all these groups.  He offered to take my backpack for me up on the hill, but of course I didn't let  him be that gallant.  Where the backpack goes, I go and vice versa.  In a little OCD way, I touch the TT device at my waist again.  Yep, still there.  My means of escape, safely tucked away.

The air is redolent now with the stink of dead fish.  Yuck.  I can hear the water from the fjord lapping against the shore, the dock, the hulls of little skiffs.  Thor slows down and tugs me close.
"Listen."
So I stop where I am and listen.
I hear English.
Loud.  Shouting.  Arguing.  A woman and a man.  Some fishwife and a customer?  I dunno.
Yelling and stomping and an occasional crash.
Thor points to a large house, right off the dock, with a neat little front doorway and a window with flowers blossoming in a windowbox.  Quaint as all get out until a metal skillet crashes through the pane and the screaming rises to harridan pitch.
"You vait here," says the big blond.
"Sure," I say while looking around for a place to hide.  Whatever is going on inside, I really don't want to be a part of.  I note that the Viking hesitates before entering through the solid door.
Whatever is inside must be fierce indeed to cause this guy to be so cautious.

One final 'HAH!" and all is quiet. 
I spend the time looking around, noting all the quaint buildings and people (most of whom are not blond, but all are big and good-looking) and livestock.  Then after about ten minutes, Thor appears at the doorway and motions for me to come inside.

There's shattered crockery and broken furniture all over the floor.  A fire pit, some brightly colored wall hangings, some furs, some boards probably used for a table but broken now, in the back behind some splintered chairs, a couple of doors.  Some antlers hanging high up, but if you took away the destruction, it wasn't a bad room.
And, standing beyond the pit on a slightly raised dias, two striking individuals, a man and a woman, disheveled and flushed.
Both with fabulous red hair.
The woman extends her hands to me.

"Welcome, daughter."

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

July 20th, 2009

Loey XXIII

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Cold!
Freezing your tush off cold!
OMG, it is so cold I'm gonna die if I stay here!

Okay, I landed somewhere that is pure white and frozen.  Buffalo, New York, maybe?
No, there aren't any houses or anything.  There isn't any anything as far as I can tell, except for a dark smudge maybe a mile or so away.  Maybe. I can't tell distance.  My eyeballs are icing over.  My ears are going numb. 
I might be in the eight ring of Dante's hell.
All I know is that I'm f r e e z i n g!
I dig in my backpack and get out my hoodie, slip it on but that doesn't do much good at all.
It's way below freezing and if I stay here much longer, I'll be a meatsicle for a polar bear.

Off in the distance there's that smudge of dark so trudge through the ice.  Riding boots are good for lots of things, but not for walking on ice and the snow is starting to seep through the worn soles.  The smudge becomes a shape. 
What? 
I'm totally surprised to see a wooden ship, frozen into the ice.  Looks sort of familiar in a way, but not really.  (I might be hallucinating, but then, this whole mess has been one strange hallucination after another.)
It is a ship and its got three huge masts poking out of the sea of white, looking sort of like that whaling ship at Mystic Seaport, but not really.  I'm afraid I didn't pay too much attention when the uncles took me there, either.  There's a long pole sticking out of the front, the bow, and there are folded sails on the masts or whatever you call those things that hold the sails when they're billowing in the wind.
There is no wind here, only cold.
Bone piercing, flesh destroying cold.

I get a little closer, sure I'm going to die, but maybe I can hole up in the ship and start a fire or something, see if there are any people around.
The ice pops and crunches around me. 
It moans, the frozen waste groans like a wounded army.
So I walk carefully and look around. 
Oh, crap.  The side of the ship looks as if it is going to be crushed any second.  There are supplies, crates and canvas covered shapes on the ice.  Looks as if somebody is abandoning the ship.

So I call out and a voice answers me, someone rushes to the side and gapes.
Oh, dear.  Oh, well.  When I see the name of the ship, I realize I'm not going to see any polar bears any time soon.  It's the Endurance and I know who will be on the ship and I want no part in Ernest Shackleton's problems.  I gotta get out of here quickly.
For once, I know where I am and even when I am.
This is no place for Clopidogera Madder, no siree.

Someone comes over the side of the ship, calling out to me, I hear the frantic tone of his voice.  One of my uncles had had a fascination with Shackleton and this particular Antarctic expedition.  He told me all about it in a bedtime story when I was seven.  (It was the best he could do, poor man.  A genius with mathematics, but lousy at story telling.)  I know how the expedition ended. I know for sure I have to get the hell out of here.

Once upon a time, Shackleton splits the crew, leaves them well supplied in various places and takes off to find help by himself.
He finds help and the Chilean government lends him a tugboat and all the men get back to Jolly Old England safely, but it takes a long time and I can't stick around here any longer as this part of history in no way needs me. 
How the hell did Jennifer end up here and why am I here???

The guy is getting closer, I can see the wild, desperate look in his eyes.
I'm not about to say,  "Hello, sailor."

Before he calls out her name, I reach for that stupid device, dig it out of my stupid pocket, shiver my hands around the stupid thing, fiddle with the stupid puzzle box arrangement and press the big stupid jewel inside.
Wham!  The shove on my shoulders pushes me back on my butt onto the ice then...away I go into the blackness of nothing and time.

Copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

July 14th, 2009

Loey XXII

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Explosions rang in my head, the reverberations ringing in my ears.  I cannot imagine what the other inhabitants of Opar were hearing and feeling, but I know one thing for sure, everyone reacted the same way I did.  I wanted to get as far away as possible from the noise and confusion and the horror.

The doors on the zoo cages must have sprung open, as close as the zoo was to the warehouse.  I thought I saw something big winging overhead, going in the direction of the Atlantic.  Another creature passed overhead, this one spouting flames.  Only the ladies of Prester John seemed immobile.  They were waiting for him to leave the area of the explosions, I'm almost positive.  But I'm not that devoted and I'm a realist.
He was dead, along with his half-crazed idea.

I heard horses screaming in terror.  My first thought was to get out to the stable, but when I tried, I couldn't find the door that led there.  Going around the ground floor, trying door after door, I managed to get totally lost until I ran into a man who called to me, indicating a nearby door.  He held it open for me and I didn't hesitate to get out of the palace.
Gold rocks, by the way, when the ground is heaving and cleaving from tons of explosives.

Noise.  Lots and lots of noise.  I really couldn't tell directions or stand upright with the percussions.  The screaming never stopped.  Someone had let the horses loose.  The grooms appeared, chasing them with branches and whips but were soon left behind as the horses all took a turn to the southern end of the island.  The grooms, not entirely stupid, followed, along with other people.  Someone grabbed at me...the little boy who had first found me in the jungle, I think.  He indicated that I should go with the crowd, shouting into my ear about boats. 
I knew I had other means of leaving Opar, sort of.
As in the past, it would only take supreme panic to get me out of there eventually.

But I had to check on the trogu.  I had to make sure they knew what was happening and that they had to leave, though I wasn't sure how they could do it.

So I started making my way, pushing through panicked men, women and small children, going in the opposite direction of everyone else.

A low hum, something I felt rather than heard, buzzed through my body.  A shadow passed over my head, causing me to look up.  A flying boat!  One of the Atlantean aircraft, suspended above me.  At the controls--Acdurian.
He extended his hand over the side while the boat lowered toward the ground.
"Come with me, Clopidogera!"
This I could hear.  Most of the crowd had left me behind already, only a few stragglers running by.  A woman clutching a small child with a babe in a sling across her breasts.  A young man, the whites of his eyes bulging, a scream pouring from his mouth as he passed.
Yet I heard Acdurian.
In my head.
The words were clear as anything inside my head, even if I heard nothing coming from his mouth.
"Come, Clopidogera.  There isn't much time!"
"The trogu!  I have to get to them!  They'll all die if they don't leave!"
He shook his head.  Again, in my brain, I heard,  "They will be all right.  They have left for the port in the south.  There are many water craft there.  Everyone who gets to the boats will make it to the mainland easily.  Besides, to the trogu, the distance is not too great.  They can swim to safety.  You should worry about yourself, Clopidogera, not the livestock."

Here I thought I had gotten a glimpse of his humanity at last, but the shit just didn't get it.  He was offering to take me but didn't care at all about anyone else.

I would have chewed him out royally right then and there but an explosion so violent, so intense that the ground cracked at my feet prevented me from anything further.  Acdurian grabbed for me, hauled me over the side of the airboat and without even seeing I was completely in, touched a lever and off we went, higher and faster, heading away from...oh, shit.  The volcano.
The volcano.
The night became aflame with spouting lava.
Oh, dear God.
The exploding gunpowder must have opened up the bedrock and lava spewed...everywhere.

Acdurian leveled the craft, heading in the direction everyone else had appeared to have gone.  I righted myself and checked to make sure I still had my backpack and felt to make sure the time travel device was still in the waistband of my jeans.  The other I had hoped to give to Prester John remained in my pack, I could feel it through the canvas.  Smoke and fire and ash rained down on us, though Acdurian tried to avoid as much as he could.
The air buffeted the craft in waves of pressure as the volcano regurgitated its contents.
We sped southward until we reached a series of docks where some ships were loading with people while others were already out into the Atlantic.
The water churned with wake and swimmers, dark figures sweeping through the waves easily and quickly.
My trogu friends, making their way in the direction of the mainland.

"See, they are safe, as are the rest.  Now that you have seen, we will join the others."
I felt concussions pounding my chest as the explosions continued.  I had seen the innocent trogu safely out of Opar.  Now, there was no reason for me to stay.

And it suddenly clicked in my brain what had happened, what had set off the gunpowder.
That blue light.  I had seen it before.
The temple in the Atlantean village.  The giant gemstone.
"You!"  I pointed my finger at the dumbass Atlantean at the helm of the airboat.  "It was you, your people, who caused this!"
He didn't deny it.  "Yes.  When I relayed your fears to the priesthood, they decided to activate the ray of power.  They thought to eliminate Prester John's means of destruction, as you said.  They thought they were doing what had to be done.  It is because of you and your tale that all this has happened, Clopidogera.  And now, because of you, once again my people are forced to flee their homes in terror."
Yes.  I guess I had to take the blame for this one.
You can't change the timeline.  Not me, not this John Presterton.  Not anybody.
You can't do it without repercussions of any kind.
Humbled, oh, yes, I was feeling it deep in my heart, humbled and sincerely sorry.
"Are your people evacuating?  Where will they go?"
Acdurian leaned back, not so in my face now.
"We have other places, know of other colonies.  It had been impossible to reach them until Prester John was able to reactivate our flying boats. Now, we will head west, across the ocean, and join up with others of our people, if they still exist.  If not, we will start all over again."
He was resigned.
He didn't show any great anger toward me, though.  I guess these Atlanteans just don't show their emotions.  The Vulcans of yesteryear. 
I didn't care any more.
Everyone was probably safe, the Atlanteans had their method of escape and a destination in mind. 
It was time for me to leave, also.
"Put me down, Acdurian."
"No, Clopidogera.  You were meant to come with me."
What did he mean by that?
"No. Put me down on land and go with your people.  Good luck to you all."
He grabbed my arm.  "No, you must come with me.  I...I have feelings for you, Clopidogera."
Fine time for him to declare this. Feelings?  Bullshit.  This was the guy who left me dangling off the side of a cliff.  I hadn't forgotten, even if he had.
"Get out of here, Acdurian.  I will be safe.  I must go back to my own life.  Besides, I have a boyfriend already."
He shook his head.  "You were meant for me.  Prester John gave you to me!"
WTF???  I tugged at my arm, suprised at the strength of his grip. 
"Let go of me.  I will be fine.  I don't need you to take me anywhere now.  Just let me be on my way and you go with your friends and I wish you good luck."
He pulled me closer, grabbed my head and pressed his lips on mine.
Like I could care that it was a fantastic kiss, high above the disintegrating island of Opar, a thousand years in my past.
I've had better kisses, although, I must admit, there was something in his desperation that made me hesitate just one millisecond.
Hell, no, I wasn't going to stay with this weird guy in a past that was more dangerous than even my future world.
I wrenched away and jumped over the side.
When my feet hit the ground, I pulled out the device and fiddled with it, trying to find that Chinese puzzle box opening.  Acdurian circled and started lowering the boat.  I jiggled the device, slid my finger along the side and tapped it against the jewels, wishing it would work right just this once at my own command.
A frantic tap on the bottom and part of one metal side slid open.
The biggest jewel inside sparkled, even in the flaming night sky.
I pressed it just as Acdurian came alongside me.
That push came against my back this time and then...nothing but white surrounded me.

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July 7th, 2009

Loey XXI

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The old geezer (I realize that's not polite, he's only as old as my grandfather was, but he looks like hell compared to Gramps) led me through his laboratory.  The machines made humming rattling noises in the background and all the belts slithered through the channels and loops like great brown snakes.  The light coming from the crystal in the massive engine provided sufficient illumination for us to make it through the weird tangle of pathways toward a curtain in the back of the crowded room.  Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.  Right.  I had to follow or be left behind in the maze.  We did pass by something worth noting, however.  In a small glass case affixed to the back wall, I noticed something very familiar.
What had to be John Presterton's time travel device sat in the case.
It looked just like mine.
It had to be his.

I guess I had stopped before it and the old man stopped, impatiently tapping his foot.
"Yes, woman, that's how I got here."
I nodded.  "How did you come to find it in the first place?  You said it was Atlantean, but the people here haven't traveled to England."
He grunted, a huff of exasperation, perhaps.  Old guys can be very hard to read.
"I cannot take credit for finding it in the first place.  I have no idea where it came from or who took credit for finding it.  What I did was find it in the back of the museum archives at Oxford while I was doing research there, investigating ancient languages.  No one seemed to know what it was, and certainly, no one cared."
But he was off, expounding now, and I didn't stop him.  I needed to know how to work my own device and surely, in this mood, I could get something out of him that would explain how to get it to take me back home.
"Immedately, I recognized a few of the symbols as being vaguely Sumerian, proto-Greek and Phoenician."
Yeah, right.  "And you could read them?"  I smiled in admiration.  Faked it.
"Why, of course.  I have mastered all the known ancient tongues, though I do admit, hearing them spoken is impossible.  No one alive and all that."
"But these Atlanteans...they must speak their ancient language, right?"
The old guy cackled, nearly ripping apart with laughter.

"When I first heard them speak, I had no clue what they were saying.  Only when I attempted to write their language to them did we have a breakthrough."
"But they speak English."
PJ puffed out his chest and lifted his chin.  "Of course.  It was far easier for me to teach them my language than for me to try to form the syllables of their nearly impossible tongue.  To hear them speak, one of my time could not possiby distinguish their sounds from rasping inhalations.
It is quite impossible for someone coming from an English speaking world to comprehend how to pronounce their words.  Worse, ten times worse than Icelandic, but when written, ah, it is easier.  At first, I went around with my notebook, filling it with their nouns and verbs.  Then I decided since they were rather quick-minded, it would be easier for them to speak English and now, as you clearly saw, they all speak English.  Far better for them, also, since their language did not have words for so many more modern things. I saw to it that they were brought up quite a few centuries in time.  Quite proud of that.  And, in return, I gave them back some of their wonderful devices.  And sanitation, which was in a rather low stage when I got here."
"Ah."  I had to be careful here.  "Then how was it you managed to work the time travel device in the first place?"

"Child, you ask too many questions.  Anyone could tell that it had to be opened.  Actually, it is somewhat on the same principles as a Chinese puzzle box.  Once I opened it, the rest was easy, reading the internal dials and gadgets, I figured out how it worked easily enough.  Pressed my thumb here and there and landed here.  Somehow, if I believed in the supernatural, I'd have said I was meant to be here in this time and this place.  I hadn't set it for anywhere in particular, but I arrived here and I wouldn't change it for the world."
"Don't you wish you could go back?  Go back to Queen Victoria and jolly old England?  Cambridge or Oxford, wherever?  Not even to show what you found?"

His visage darkened and his lips thinned.  Apparently, he was pissed at something.
"Enough.  We have tarried here far too long and talked foolishness.  Come."
I guess I'd blown it big time.  But I got to thinking...my suggestion that he might want to go back to his own time...perhaps there was a bloody good reason for him not wanting to go back.
After all, he had more or less stolen the device in the first place.  If he was capable of theft, he might be capable of much, much more.  Like distorting the timeline by helping the Crusaders fight the Mohammedans.  Or worse.
So I followed.
And Prester John led me through his fabulous menagerie. Right outside the lab door, he had a zoo, something so totally incredible...holy cow.  He had a unicorn!  No, two unicorns, in a fabulous cage wrought of black iron and filled with natural stuff.  It was like something in a modern zoo...hills and rocks and trees and a wide space for running, I guess.  I'll have to give him credit, he had his mythological creatures confined, but as a prison, it wasn't bad.  Not really.
There were the assorted lions and antelopes and I think I saw something huge and horselike flying through the air, but it was bright red and maybe a griffon.  Got to admit, I'm not really up on creatures that don't exist, but here, now, I saw them with my own eyes.  And it was so very, very cool.
"I see you are impressed by my menagerie," he came up behind me as I stopped to look again at a baby dragon flaming some bushes.  "You might want to step back a bit, the little fellow doesn't know his own power yet.  And, if you think this is wonderful and has filled you with awe, wait, child.  There is more, much more.  And I am positive you will be quite impressed."
Off we went, though I really wanted to stick around and see what else might be in the zoo.  I had to admit, as weird as he was, old PJ had something going for him in the brains department.  But my more generous opinion of him changed abruptly when he led me into this wooden building a few hundred feet from the zoo.

Odd, that.  All the major construction on Opar was either the primitive bamboo and leaf stuff the trogu lived in or the stone and stucco stuff of the Atlantean village or the simple mud huts of the natives or, well, the golden palace.  All this wood, actual hewn wood, where did it come from, and why wood?  In the tropics?
The door floated open on vast wooden rollers and we stepped inside.

Oh, crap.  Oh, hell.  Oh, no.
I knew this guy was nuts, but what he so eagerly showed me now was just too much.
Barrels and kegs of all sizes, stacked three or four high, going back row after row.  Wine?
Did he plan to make his mark on the world by getting it drunk?

"I see you are impressed, Clopidogera.  And, while you may not know it, I owe this all to your mother."
"My mother got you to make wine?"
He blinked his beady eyes a few times, then you could almost see the light bulb go off in his head, only he wouldn't know what a light bulb was.  But I recognized when he figured out what I had said.
And he laughed, a hollow, gasping sound that ended in great hiccuping coughs.
Finally, he managed to get out, "Not wine, Clopidogera.  Gunpowder.  Explosives.  Enough to guarantee Jerusalem in the hands of the Christians forever, and the end of Mecca and the entire race of infidels."
My hands went up to my mouth, holding in the gasp.
Mother, what did you do?

He detailed his plan, sending out natives, even some of the traveling Arab traders, with the stuff, sending it out to these embattled cities, then having his minions set off the powder and destroying all within range.  He actually thought this would settle the question.  In his distorted, half-realistic mind, set in a time of two past ages, medieval and Victorian, he thought he would solve the problems in the Middle East by blowing everything to hell.

I started to protest.  "You can't do...."
He cut me off. "Do not presume to tell me what I can and cannot do, child.  The power is mine.
History is mine.  In a few days' time, the plan will be set in motion and nothing will stop me.  History will show my greatness.  Perhaps I will even be made a saint, though I hold no proper allegiance to any Roman pope.  But still, history will show people of your time, of all time, how great a man I am.  And that is what really matters."
I realize that this old dude has a problem.  Something from his childhood, perhaps, like bedwetting or nose picking, or maybe something he attempted at university failed and he was in shame, that's why he chose to stay in the past where he could be a bigshot.
Hah.  Bigshot.  The bigshot dilemma.  Blow up the world and be a hero. A hero?  A major asshole, but certainly in the history books.

Then and there, I knew I had to do something to stop him.
Outside of killing him, what could I possibly do?
I mean, I couldn't kill him.  Not me.  Not really.  Not take his life.  I don't think I could do that, not unless he was intending to kill me first.  And I don't know.  I just don't know.
But maybe someone else on the island could help. 
Maybe.
I had to think.

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June 11th, 2009

Loey XVII

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"Let's get out of here, Clopidogera!"  If it were possible, Acdurian waxed paler than his normal faintly blue look.  He actually reached out and grabbed my arm.
Which resulted in the largest trogu bounding over to us and puffing up, I forget what you call the stance, but the one where the animal enlarges itself to frighten off enemies.
So, my guide unhands me and takes quite a few steps back, leaving me face to face with this huge ape-like creature, which, I may add, was breathing hot breath on me which smelled just like bananas.  I ducked my head slightly and smiled, not showing my teeth.
I don't know why I did that, I think you're supposed to do that to dogs to show them you're not afraid or something.
But, I was afraid.
This guy could crush me as easily as it crushed rocks and dug out crystals with its gigantic hands.
Hands that were twitching in front of its chest.
Hands that were--signing.
Holy Crap!

Lemme remember!  Lemme remember it all!  Thank you Miss Clancy for teaching us signing in sixth grade, but please, wherever you are, let me remember!!!

Fingers crossed.  R
Two fingers straight up.  U
Little finger up then swooped down.  J

R U J.
Are you...J?

Oh, shit.  J.  Jennifer.
Good old "mother" strikes again.
But, in a way, at least she did something good.  I think.

I shook my head.  And signed...what do you sign to a gigantic gorilla-like creature?  I took a deep breath and shook my head again.  NO.  J.
Lemme see what could I say?
No.  J.  Baby.  Like an idiot, I cradled my arms and swung them. 
Got a grunt from the trogu and a display of yellow teeth.

But he didn't eat me.
So, I pointed to myself (my signing is really, really limited to the alphabet and primitive signs, I swear) and made the sign for "C".

He copied it, then turned back to his mates and signed it again, with more signing too quick for me to pick up.

These trogu weren't the dumb creatures Acdurian said they were, that's for sure.

I was about to try to get into some sort of conversation, as limited as it might be (I'm not sure what one would converse with a twenty foot tall gorilla apeman about, but I was willing to give it a go) but one of the natives appeared, shouting and when he got no response from the trogu, he pulled this gigantic bullwhip from his belt and started snapping it.  The trogu cringed and stepped back.
My gut wrenched at the sight.  Here these gigantic creatures who could rip this guy's head completely off his neck with a tweak of their foot long fingers, cowered at the crack of a whip.
Once again, I get a bad feeling, but what can I do right now?

I join Acdurian who is suddenly in a big hurry to get me out of the mine.
I walked slowly, though, past heaps of small yellow crystals and discarded clear crystals and assorted gemstones, taking in as much as I can.  There's too much to be missed.  Too much to take in, as usual, but I have a feeling I need to remember everything I see and hear.
The crack of the whip stopped, and there were some shuffling and grunting, but the native never came back out.  He did stop shouting, though, and I guess everything went back to the way it had been before we got there.

We were presented with our horses and Acdurian wasted no time mounting up and moving me right along.
Once we were away from the mine, I caught up with my guide and casually asked where we ought to go next.

"You've seen the mines.  You've seen the village and our home.  Don't you think that's enough for one day?"  He managed a very small, tight smile.
"Actually," I ventured, "what's on the other side of the island?  Is there a beach?"
"Yes."
"Let's go there, and let the horses run in the waves."
"Whyever would they do that?"
The guy is so bloody thick.  "Oh, I've seen it on television back home.  It looks like fun.  Real California."
Okay, I can be incredibly lame myself.  I wanted to get him away from people, from the sight of the palace, the mine, the native population, so perhaps I could get some honest answers from him.
Acdurian gave me his weirded out uncomprehending look but turned Larry west, heading probably where I asked to go.  It wasn't long before I could hear surf and smell salt air.  My heart lifted a little, just like it always does when I'm near the beach.

And the first sight of the Atlantic was breathtaking.  We came upon it from a bluff.  All the right stuff was there, dune grass, sand, breakers and sea foam and the glorious green blue of the ocean.  I pulled Hot Stuff up and rose in the stirrups, inhaling long and deep.  Ahh.  This was all right.
Both Hot Stuff and even old Larry seemed to enjoy the run in the waves.  Even Acdurian, the most glum guy I'd ever run in to , cracked a smile or two. 
But back on the sand, walking the horses slowly, he got all serious again and started talking. How was I to explain California and TV?  Ulp.  Then he hit me with an even bigger question.
"Clopidogera, back in the mine...with the trogu...you seemed to be rather sympathetic to them."
Hmm?
"I don't know what you mean."
He cleared his throat.  "What I mean is, that I observed that you seemed to...try to communicate with them.  What was that business with your fingers?"

He didn't know.  He thought they were simply dumb beasts, incapable of thought or communication other than their grunts and basic animal stuff.
Should I tell him?

I think not.
Maybe I'll keep this to myself for a bit.  Dunno why.

"I get along well with all kinds of animals.  Smiling, speaking softly, reading their body language, it helps.  No big deal.  They're rather sweet, though, to work so hard and not complain."
He made some sort of weird sound in his throat, but said nothing more.

The sun was high overhead.  I was getting hungry but there wasn't any surprise picnic basket tucked anywhere I could see.    Acdurian got the horses to circle the beach which actually circled the volcano, and brought us up to the other side of the island.  Palm trees and thickly leaved tropical foliage rimmed the dunes which soon gave way to more stable ground and when we rounded a bend, I stopped Hot Stuff and gasped.

Acres of burnt trees, blackened stumps ranged before me.  A forest fire in the jungle? 
Acdurian pulled back and turned Larry to come back for me.
"What's this?  Fire?  You allow fire to run through the jungle?  Aren't you afraid for your town?"
He shrugged, something he's very good at.  "This is how the Master makes charcoal.  It is all quite organized and contained.  No need for anyone to fear."
"Boy, you guys must do a lot of grilling."
"What?"
Thinking out loud, I always seem to do that lately.
"You must like to cook your food over the charcoal, right?"
Acdurian laughed.  "Cook over charcoal?  The master uses the charcoal for his experiements, as he calls them.  The one where he blends the charcoal with the yellow crystal and that awful powder the natives scrape from the caves that harbor the bats."
"Bats?" What could the old jerk need guano for?  Fertilizer?  Made no sense.
"Yes.  There are many caves where the bats rest.  Nasty places.  We Atlanteans never go near them.  Such an unpleasant odor.  And we dislike unpleasantness of any kind."
"I'm sure."  Yeah, they don't really like much of anything, now, do they?  Animals, guano, noise, cruelty, natives, trogu.  Which reminded me...
"How did your people find the trogu, Acdurian?"  We rode on, past the burnt stands, into a lovely green meadow with a stream running through it.

"Science.  Ungodly Atlantean science, according to the master.  He is always talking about god, his god.  The god he has made the natives worship.   And science, his science?  It is not nearly as good as Atlantean science...used to be."
"Is there no more Atlantean science, then?"
"Only what the master has been able to realize.  Most of it was long lost until he appeared in Opar.  And he has a great mind, don't get me wrong.  But he doesn't know half of what he needs to know to make all the devices work."
I touched the time travel device tucked in my belt.  He sure figured out how to use that, though, didn't he, smart guy.  And if the Atlanteans were so smart, how come the whole continent blew up and left you few to survive? 
The horses had steadily been climbing up the steep slope of the mountain.  I'd been so involved in my thoughts and trying to figure out how to ask my questions of my guide and not get his casual shrug that I hadn't been paying much attention.  Hot Stuff and I had actually passed Acdurian on the path.  When I looked back, he had stopped and was checking his stirrup or something, so I just let Hot Stuff do her thing.
And then, I don't know what happened, but old Hot Stuff had stopped short and I went flying over her head into...nothing.

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June 7th, 2009

Loey XVII

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Opulent Opar.
That's got a nifty ring to it, doesn't it?
I mean, consider this:  the main street leading up to the golden palace is a river of gold and quartz, heavy on the gold part.
The palace itself is made of, from what I can tell, solid gold, although there's something weird about how anybody got to make it.  Gold is kind of soft, the walls are hard and probably have been here for a long time. This is no work of Prester John. I'd think the Atlanteans built it with their superior technology back when Opar was a mining colony.
Moving right along, there are jewel quality gemstones everywhere.  The kids grind them into marbles--I swear--and play with rubies and emeralds and saphires the way we'd play with glass moggies.  Aggies?  I never was a big marble fan.
The people I've seen are all well fed.  I haven't seen anyone looking wan or the least bit sickly, although they may be carted away or locked away at the first sign of illness. I'll have to ask my Atlantean guide about that.
And, just about every piece of decoration in the palace is encrusted with cut gems.  The mirror in my lav is not so hot, but the frame that holds it is worth a king's ransom, at the very least.
Even the bathtub is spectacularly encrusted with amethysts, except on the bottom and inside, where they might hurt a body.

Yeah, this is living the rich life, all right.
Somehow, I must be mentally ill to think there's something wrong, something sinister behind all this.  Maybe it's my nature to be so cynical.  Something in my background, my upbringing by a bunch of college professors, doctors all, or perhaps--haha--my genes, makes me wonder.  I dunno.
Anyway, enough of that, I'm meeting Acdurian and going for a horseback ride through Opar.  He promised to show me the wonders and I'm digging the idea of being on a horse.  Ride 'em cowgirl.

"So, Acdurian, where to?"
My guide, looking somewhat perplexed by my question, tilted his head to one side.  "I have never...um, that is...ah, yes, I thought...well, where would you like to go first?  Are you sure  you can handle the mare?"
It was good to be back in my clean jeans and my own boots.
I adjusted myself in the saddle, somewhat English in design, but with a slightly higher back and more padding at the knees.  Nice slick stirrups, though, that my boots fit exactly right.  "Through some of the villages, down in that valley over there, then maybe, if we have time, up the mountain to get a good overview.  You said something about the mining operation, that it was interesting.  And then, there are the ruins."
He nodded, smiling slightly.  "That's a long day in the saddle."
"I was born in the saddle," I quipped back at him.  I don't think he gets my sense of humor, though because he sort of vaguely smiled back.
So, I touched my heels to the mare and off she went, smooth as silk, a wonderful even gait that had me rocking.  Maybe a little stiff in the morning, but I was digging it.

The village was a bit disappointing.  Instead of native huts circa the proper time, there were what appeared to be those thatched roof country houses--the kind John Wayne dragged Maureen O'Hara into in The Quiet Man--more Irish or Scottish than African.  I puzzled on this internally, and my guide took over for once. 
"The Master cleaned up the hovels of the native people, first thing upon his arrival here many years ago.  They lived in poor conditions with no sanitation to speak of.  Prester John gave them clean water, shelters that remained solid through all weather, and heating systems, all tied into the underground volcanic vents.  We Atlanteans had this long ago."
"Why didn't you pass it on to the native people when you got here?"
He shrugged.  "We have lived in Opar for thousands of years.  Among ourselves."
Some reply.  But it told me reams about the Atlanteans.

Moving along, we followed a wide stream into a lovely lush valley where in the distance, white towers rose and glinted in the sun.  The horses stopped at the edge of the valley, giving us the opportunity to look down at the glistening magnificence below.  Wow.  Nice stuff.
As we entered the valley, however, I noticed that the buildings were not quite as solid and clean as I initially thought.  There were cracks in the facades and some of the golden ornamantation appeared to be coming loose.  There was an air of tiredness, of Old Russia trying to put on a brave face, about everything.  In their day, these buildings must have been incredibly beautiful.
Now, to me, they just looked faded and worn and very, very tired.

There were people about, the tall, glistening blonds with pale skins that all resembled Acdurian.
They turned to notice us, then went about their business, whatever that was.  No one seemed to be in any particular hurry.  No one seemed to be engaged in much of anything.  There weren't stores or stalls or horses or fish stands or banks or schools.  Every once in awhile, though, above us swished a small boat-like thing, carrying Atlanteans somewhere.  The air boats.  Ah.  They didn't look too scary.  But, I was glad I'd chosen to ride.
"This is our temple," Acdurian pointed out one large edifice to the right.  Now, this building looked pretty well kept and sturdy, clean, too.  And populated.  There were scores of air boats lined up and people walked solemnly to the gaping golden doors.
Glancing up, I noted for the first time the enormous crystal at the top, where in one of our churches, say, would have a steeple or cross or something.  In place of that, well, there was a giant clear faceted rock, at least two meters across, soaking up the sunshine and if you looked closely, a thin blue light streamed down into the temple.  Hmm.  This power source PJ had spoken about?  What did they use it for in the temple?  Air conditioning?  Lights?  Hmm
"I must beg your forgiveness, for a moment, Clopidogera," he said as he began to dismount.  "I will be but a moment, but I will go into the temple and return shortly."
So, with that, he left, and there I was, so I got off the Hotshot (what I'd named my mount since apparently the Atlanteans do not give names to animals) and let her do her thing while holding the reins to Acdurian's horse, the one I'd named Larry.
Minutes later, my guide returned, looking somewhat flushed and a bit cheerier and more than a little bit handsomer.  Peculiar.  But, I guess, his trip to the temple had given him an uplift of spirit.  Church can do that to a person.

"Where to now?"
"I thought perhaps you'd like to see the mines.  They're adjacent to the village, not too far away."
"Cool."

"Hmm, I thought it was rather warm for this time of year," he mused.
"Oh, Acdurian," I had to laugh, but then I had to do some thinking.  How to understand "cool" Hmm.  "That's just an expression.  It means that something is neat, or great or just wonderful or just right for the moment.  I like the idea of going to the mines, therefore, it's cool.  Not temperature-wise, but great or wonderful."
"Or just right for the moment?"
"Exactly.  Let's go."

The mines, it came to be, were located at the base of the mountain, which, it turned out, was an extinct volcano.  A native took our mounts and another ushered us into the opening of the mine.
It didn't make me duck and I admit to being slightly claustrophobic after being stuck in a closet as a child, waiting for someone to find me and thinking that just thinking would bring a rescuer.  Mental telepathy or just being mental.
I remember not wanting to cry out for some reason, but not now just why I was so dumb.  I do know that it was dark before anyone came looking for me and I'd been in the closet for hours and hours.  Hence, small,confined dark places and I do not agree in general.  This mine, however, was enormous and well lit by crystals gathered in metal baskets along the walls.
It was hot inside, though, and there were mounds of dirt and rock and crystals scattered about the floor.
And there were--oh, good GOD--there were giant ape-like creatures shoveling out rock in search of crystals.  Acdurian explained as I gaped in horror at the sight of these gigantic furred creatures, we're talking Mighty Joe Young size beasts, that they were what sounded like trogu,  genetically engineered by the Atlanteans to work the mines.  When I asked them how long they had been doing this, he shrugged and said probably since they'd been created.  That probably meant when the Atlanteans first arrived in Opar, if not before.  If they'd been created on Atlantis, they could have existed for thousands of years.
"Where do they live?"
He shook his head at me, gave me that vague 'I don't care' look of his.  "They have pens out of the mine."
"Pens?  Not houses, not rooms?  Pens, like you keep pigs and farm beasts?"
He thought about that for a few seconds.  "Well, yes.  Did you expect us to keep them in our houses?"
Humph.  Paradise was spoiling for me.
"Well, in their own houses."
He laughed. "That's quite amusing, Clopidogera.  These creatures were bred to work in the mines.  They aren't anything more than animals.  They can be trained to dig and pick out crystals.  They can be taught to transport the crystals where they are needed.  They do not speak, they cannot make themselves known, only their simplest wants, those of any animal.  They breed true, they have mates, I am told, and they take their young with them to the mines when they are old enough to lift and shovel.  What would you have us to with them?"
He had me there.
I didn't know what I'd do with them.  But they looked so worn out.  So dusty and tired.  Then, on the floor, one of the creatures started making noises and pointing at us. 
Other trogu stopped working and turned to look at us.
They started gesturing and in general getting aggitated and pointing.
Not at us.
At me.

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May 26th, 2009

Loey XVI

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Time for some personal thoughts:
Oh how I want to get back into my jeans!  This gown is killing me.  My legs and this hem dragging around and my ankles getting wrapped up--aargh.  And trying to figure out what time it actually is...he has the natives in the palace dressed up in these ridiculous outfits and those outside are dressed comfortably like native citizens from the 12th century or any other century since it's a jungle and all.  It's confusing, and considering I've been confused for quite some time, oh, well, just another thing for me to complain about. 
I've figured out that I'm supposed to try to learn things, that's always what Gramps and the uncles always told me.  That wherever I am, whatever I'm doing, I am supposed to learn.  Well, I've learned a great deal since being flung out of time and space.  And this...the hints about Atlantis, that golden river of rock and mineral or whatever it is...and the name Prester John.  I can't remember where I heard it, but it wasn't important at all and yet...somehow it isn't completely out of my memory. 
Hell, it could have been a footnote.  I always read footnotes; in fact, I'm probably the only person in the world who does read them.

Back to what's happened.

I left the laboratory and PJ, out through that golden door, to be greeted by the traveling entourage that was to guide me.  Watch me.  Keep track of me.  The women all wore this placid expression, sort of like they were numb.  Drugged?  I don't think so.  I think they were just doing what they were told was proper.  If I get a chance, I'll ask somebody about that.  If they'll even understand what I mean.  Can you just ask someone why they look so uninvolved with life?

OMG. I just thought of something.
They're servants.
Servants back in Victorian times, in any time that there were servants, were supposed to be not seen and not heard.  Then you got the upstairs/downstairs thing that they had going, but somehow, I sincerely doubt these servants do any trash talking downstairs.  I don't think their nature has developed to that stage.  Or maybe they have been indoctrinated.  I guess it has to start somewhere.

Enough of this useless speculation.  I'm going to get some dinner then make plans for what I'll do tomorrow, then maybe talk with PJ about how the time device works and get the hell out of here.  It's pretty and pretty boring at the same time.
And I'm going to pick up some of these jewels that are cluttering up the floor and put them in the backpack to bring home as souvenirs.  Some of these rocks are at least 100 carats. Some are as big as hens' eggs if not more.  (And I noticed that some of the ones on the floor in the laboratory looked like burnt out lightbulbs, you know, blackened in the middle.  Hmm.)

Dinner.  After the ladies change me into a gown that actually fits (somebody was busy while I was walking around in the lab) with this bare neck and a frill sort of thing that barely hangs on to my shoulders, wow, and is tight at the waist but I can breathe, I swish myself into the dining room.  There's this heavy drapery over what is probably windows, candles in heavy sconces nearly everywhere and a long, long table lined with padded chairs, oh, about 20 on each side.
Ulp!  Am I the only person here, alone with PJ?  What if I sit on one end, and he sits at the head?  That sounds fair enough.

Then someone else comes in behind me.  When I turn to check out who it is, I am really startled.
The most gorgeous man I have ever seen has shown up...and I think my heart actually thumped a little.  He was tall, lithe, if you can describe a man that way, ah, a swimmer's body, that's best.  Long and lean and the torso elongated, but with long legs, too.  Silvery blond hair.  Skin a shade darker than pinky pink, maybe a really good tan going there.  Sort of west coast surfer, but not.  Not when you got a load of his eyes.
Wow.  Such eyes.  Slightly upturned, long dark lashes, but a wild, aquamarine color, almost like the ocean on a very, very good day. 
Any day on the beach with this guy would have been pretty damned spectacular, that's for sure.  Yes, I know, Dan is waiting back home and I really do love him, but I am not dead and he was a gorgeous guy.
Then he spoke. 
"Hello.  I'm Acdurian.  You're Clopidogera Madder.  Shall we be seated?"
He held out my chair and sat across the table from me, going all the way 'round, moving so elegantly, like a swimmer or a dancer.  Yeah.  A dancer.  Elegant and graceful, but manly.  It's hard to describe it since I've never seen it before, so you'll have to bear with me.

I think I must have been staring.  He smiled gently and tilted his head slightly to the side as if he were studying me as much as I was studying him.

"The Master suggested I might take you around Opar tomorrow, if you would like."
Finding my voice, I managed to say that I would like it very much.
"Are you afraid to ride horseback?  If you are, we can take an aircar.  Whatever you desire."

Um, uh. 
"I'm not afraid of horses...but what is an aircar?"

I noted the sparkle in his fascinating eyes.  "An aircar?  Why, it is just that.  Perhaps you might conceive of a small boat, high on the sides for safety, with two seats.  It travels overland, only in the air.  By the magic of the crystal.  Or didn't you want to know that?  Am I speaking too much?
Have I said too much?"
I don't know what made him ask that.  Certainly he wasn't saying anything beyond my comprehension, but he was sort of treating me like a child.  Or...an ignorant female.  A little heat flashed up my spine at the mere thought.
"We don't have aircars where I am from, but we have airplanes in which several hundred people might travel in comfort.  They can eat and even sleep on the airplanes and I have indeed flown in several in my lifetime.  The idea of individual air transport is intriguing."
But what I really wanted to know about were the crystals...all those rocks littering the floors around this place, stuck into the walls.  PJ had said something about the glowing crystal in the main motor in the lab.  Did this Acdurian know anything about that?

"So, Acdurian, what's with these crystals?  What kind of power do they give out?"

You know the expression "blank stare"?
That's what he gave me.
The guy was clueless.  Completely and utterly clueless.

So I pushed just a little.

"The crystals aren't magic.  There is no such thing as magic.  They have some kind of power, but do you know how it works?"
 

At last, he responded.  "They are magic.  My ancestors harnessed the magic, but I am afraid the knowledge of that magic is long lost to my people.  If it weren't for the Master, none of the machines would have worked for us.  The airboats, the everyday devices that heat our water, cool our food, wash our clothing...these are just some of the magical machines Prester John revived for us to use.  But I don't understand how any of these things work, and certainly not the magic of the crystals.  They have some kind of power in order to make the machines of the ancestors work, but I cannot tell you how they do it.  It's beyond my comprehension, and probably beyond yours, also, so I wouldn't worry about it."
He dismissed the conversation when people came in bearing platters of food...delicious smelling roasted meat and veggies.  There was wine, too, and even though I don't drink, I hesitated to drink the water on general principles.  I sincerely doubt it was germ free, while at least I knew the wine had to be fermented and that probably killed off most of the bugs.  I hoped so.  But it tasted like crap, anyway. 

I needed to find out more about Acdurian.  "So, you are descended from Atlantis?"
He smiled and seemed to warm up a bit.
"Yes, I'm pure Atlantean.  Both my parents can trace their ancestry back to the true island.  We have the scrolls to prove it.  When Atlantis unfortunately sank into the ocean, my antecedents were among those fortunate enough to leave.  They, along with some few others, reached Opar a millenia ago, as it was a colony.  This is where all the Atlantean gold comes from, and, I suppose, the magic crystals.  Forgive me.  You have said they are not magic."  He seemed to swallow the apology, something so odd from a man.  As if it were choking him.

"The gold I have seen.  Where do the crystals come from?"
"I can show you tomorrow, if you'd like.  Would it really interest you?"

Humph. 
"Yes, I am interested in scientific things.  Natural things.  I'd love to see all I can of Opar, if you don't mind."
He smiled this wan, benign smile that I sort of wanted to smack off his gorgeous face.

"Okay, you're on, then.  Tomorrow should prove to be a very interesting day.  You will be my tour guide and I will be your fascinated tourist."  I flashed him one of my fake smiles which undoubtedly pleased him (clueless, for sure) and we finished our dinner pleasantly in relative silence.  Dessert, I have to add, was wonderful. I'm not exactly sure what it was, but it tasted of chocolate and cream and strawberries.  It was cold and delicious.

Tomorrow, buddy boy, you will be in for a real shock. I'm going to squeeze every last bit of information out of you that I can.  That way, maybe, I can figure out what's going on around here.

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May 20th, 2009

Loey XV

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Well, there wasn't a guy behind a velvet curtain cranking some wheel and trying to pretend he wasn't there.  No flaming head, either, or any of the other Ozian manifestations of the Wizard, though I kind of wish there had been.

When I went through the door, my ears were assaulted by the pounding and whirring and shushing of machinery and steam.  Huge black devices of metal, machinery I guess you could call it, joined by leathery belts all run from some sort of engine...an enormous thing set deep in the floor and rising at least two feet above my head (I'm about 5'8") that thrummed everywhere, connecting these various bits and pieces and working on something.  It reminded me of an exhibition my uncles forced me to endure at the Smithsonian when I was real little.  Belts and noises and these whirling things that spread apart when they got going really fast, regulating steam or power or something...that's what I remember.  The uncles were all fascinated by it.  I do remember yawning until we went outside to the merry-go-round.
But, I do digress.
For the genius involved in all this stood with his back to me and the door, oblivious to my presence. 
This Prester John was old.  He reminded me of Peter Cushing, the British actor who looked old even when he was young...thinning hair combed back in a refined pompadour, thin shoulders, stiff collar sticking up from the back, and his somber dark coat had tails trailing down the back of his legs.  Worn heels betrayed how old and forgotten his shoes were, yet his spine was straight and there was something of elegance about his stance.   Something of intelligence, if one can have that when viewed from the back.

Okay, so I cleared my throat.  Natural thing to do.
His response to the sound was to put up his hand and stop me from further interruption.  I figured if he was so busy, I'd take the opportunity to look around what had to be a factory laboratory on my own, carefully sweeping the train of this stupid dress out from under my feet with nearly every step.  There were ramps and railings forming pathways between the machines and all the while I explored, the belts zinged over head, delivering the necessary power to here and there.  Frankly, I couldn't make out what any of the machinery was for. 
Steam power, not electric, and humming and buzzing every now and then. 
I stopped in front of the large engine, the thing that apparently was driving all the belts, and gave it a good stare.

Cool. There was a little window in the middle that let me look inside. 
I thought there would be a fire, something like a steam engine on a train, but no...wow.  Instead of fire, a giant white crystal pulsed and glowed.

"Don't stare too long, m'dear," came a voice behind me.
I jumped, just a little.  The tinny sound of his voice left my innards shaking, though.  It sounded so peculiar, so foreign, but definitely English. 

I did back away and face him.
"Hello," was all I could manage.

The old guy cracked a smile as he gave me the once over.  "Ah, so you've come back?"

This was getting old.
"No, I'm not who you think I am.  I do believe I may be related to her, but I'm decidedly not her, or who you think I am."

He nodded absently.  "But you have her vivid red hair.  And the same set of the eyes, and if I may be so bold as to suggest it, the same fine figure...of womanhood."  His attitude surprised me...a gentleman, so out of time and place...something was really different here.  All the other folks my mother had interrupted were of the right time and place.  This old guy was definitely different.

"I detect a note of curiosity, child.  Allow me to introduce myself, then."  With the oddest bow, he rose again and continued. "I am Sir John Presterton, M.B.E., Ph.D, late of Her Majesty Queen Victoria's privy council and advisor to members of Parliament in the sciences."
He smiled, revealing crooked British teeth.
I smiled back.
"Hi.  I'm Clopidogera Madder, B.S., Gold Award recipient (I had to come up with something grand sounding for my own sake) and citizen of the United States of America."

He shrugged.  "All well and good.  Did you have any trouble getting here?  I take it the device worked well?  Do you have it with you?"

"How do you...?  Oh, dear.  This is odd.  No one I've met on my travels so far has ever mentioned the device."  What was going on here?  I'd better ask the right questions if I expected answers, if this guy was anything like my uncles when it came to being evasive.

"Well, of course I should ask about the device, the trans-eternity heuristic mechanism.  Wasn't I the one who first employed it?  Wasn't I the first person since the time of Atlantis to ascertain its purpose?"
He looked up at me with the oddest expression on his face.  Then, he reached into his vest pocket and produced a pair of those nose glasses, tied on a black ribbon, and placed them on the bridge of his nose.  After another careful perusal, which made a shiver run down my spine, he sighed and turned away.


"I suppose I'm going to have to explain everything all over again," he sighed, then walked up to the ramp and began.
"It is approximately anno domini 1024, and you are somewhere off the coast of Africa in the land of Opar."
Okay, I gotta admit, I think my mouth dropped open, but I managed not to interrupt him.  This was getting really good.
"As for myself, I arrived here quite by accident, in the year 1878 and by my calculations, it should be nearing the turn of the century in my time.  But all that means nothing, not really, as my time is now.  Tell me, if you can, from what year did you come, Miss?"
Since he knew all about the time travel stuff, I figured it wouldn't hurt to tell him.  I'd already blown the whole time travel taboo stuff once.
"Well, I traveled from the year 2009."
This sparked a bit of interest in him.  He came closer to me and whispered.  "So the world still exists, then?  Still the same troubles, still the wars and disease and poverty among the masses?
Do people still believe in Jehovah, the almighty God?"
"Er, uh, yes, there's still lots of problems, but most people still believe in God."
He straightened, squared his shoulders and gave me a curt nod.  "Ah, it is such a burden. My burden in particular.  History can change.  The future can change, and you, fortunate child, will be witness to my greatest triumph shortly.  You can walk around, I'll arrange for a tour of Opar for you with one of the Atlanteans if you'd like, but for now, you will have to pardon me if I neglect you.  Dinner will be at eight, though I may not attend.  For now, I must get back to my work.  Good day.  And, you do so resemble Mistress Jennifer.  We shall see what that may matter."

Okay, I got the idea I was dismissed.  The guy was a crank, for sure, and totally weird, and he did let on some very strange suggestions that bothered me.  Opar. Where had I ever heard that?  And Atlantis?  And this year we were in, it was before anybody but Africans had ever found Africa, the middle of the Dark Ages, for crying out loud.  

Oh, boy.  Some of his words niggled in my brain and burned in my gut.
Sir John Presterton was a bona fide nutcase.
Hello. 

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May 6th, 2009

Loey XIV

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A jungle.  Oh, goodie.
Well, at least it looks like a familiar jungle, not some prehistoric swamp. (shudder)

I stood up, slung the backpack over my shoulder after tucking the device safely inside the bag.
Where would I be if I lost that?
Where was I, anyway?

Yep, it was really a jungle, straight out of some kind of Tarzan movie, only not in black and white.  Green, deep green everywhere, broken only occasionally by some gaily colored flowers.  Actually, there were lots of flowers in bunches, dripping down from stalks and trees and bushes, but they couldn't compete with all that deep green.  I would have enjoyed the warmth and the lushness of my surroundings if the little giggly noises hadn't started right about then.
Giggly noises, something familiar about that sound.  Not animals, nor birds.  Munchkins!  It reminded me of the sound in the movie where Dorothy starts walking through Munchkinland and the little people are all giggling in the bushes.  Then the good witch shows up and sings to them and they all come out of hiding and welcome Dorothy. 
I must have Oz on the brain.

So, I look down and see my yellow brick road...it's yellow, all right, and white, but not really a road.  It's more like a golden river with hard white crystaline foam.  Quartz, maybe.  And the golden color...I bent down to get a better look at it.  Hmm.  I wonder.
So I gave it a try.
"Come out, come out, wherever you are!"

Like magic, my giggly nightmare appeared.
A little boy stepped out of the undergrowth, followed by another and another child.  I hope they're children.  They are smiling and covering their eyes and laughing and pointing at me.
"Hello," I ventured softly.
My nightmare sobered and made a stiff very adult bow.
"Hello," he whispered.  "Is that your real hair?"
He looked at my head, shook his own, turned to his buddies for their opinions.
I had a funny feeling about this.

"Yes, this is my hair.  My very own hair."  Then I thought to turn the tables on him, see if he really understood English, something I continually find hard to believe that, given the places I have been, everybody seemed to understand the language, when they shouldn't have.  "Is that your real hair?"
Gales of giggles ensued.
The leader rubbed at his head and turned to his buddies again.  They were all rubbing their heads.
"Yes, ma'am.  My real hair, if that is your real hair."

"Have you never seen hair this color before?"  I thought I'd strike up a conversation, even though I think I knew what was coming.  Couldn't be.  These kids, dressed in loincloths, skin dark chocolate color...where was I this time? Congo?  Senegal?  Ghana?  Ivory Coast?  And what year was it, anyway.  Perhaps that was most important.  It could be my time, after all, and I've landed in Africa--English speaking Africa--before independence. But somehow, it didn't seem likely.

"Oh, yes, miss."  Did I detect a subtle English accent in there?  "There are pictures of a woman with hair like yours in the palace.  We must get going, now, Miss.  If you don't mind."

Get going?
"Okay, where are we going and why?"

One of the other boys answered me.  "Why, you must come with us to the palace.  Come with us to meet the master."
Ugh.  I didn't like the sound of that word.  "Master?  You have a master?"

Another boy stepped forward.  "Oh, yes, Miss.  Master Prester John wants to see all women with red hair.  It is one of the first things we learn from him, after our letters and cyphers.  All women with red hair must come to the palace immediately."  His solemn face as he recited this made me a little sick in my heart. 
Master.  Prester John.  That name rang a bell, somewhere in the back of my brain, but it wasn't a positive ring.  Oh, well, I really had no choice.  I knew I couldn't exist in the jungle on my own.
So, off to the palace to meet Prester John.

We followed the yellow road out of the jungle, past tilled fields of waving grains and cultivated green stuff.  Possibly vegetable plants?  I'm a supermarket kid, not a farmer.  But there were people working in the fields.  They stood up and stared at me as the gigglers led me toward this sparkling vision on the horizon.  Not Emerald City, this wasn't green.
It shone in the sun with towers and spires, gleaming gold.  Around it all, a high wall, like a battlement.  It sparkled, too.  No, it couldn't be.  Nobody could have mined that much gold in a million years.  But still, it sure looked like gold from far away.
Wow.
This Prester John guy knew how to live.

And all I kept thinking was how very like Oz this had turned out to be.  Silly me.

The similarities didn't end with this.  There was a gatekeeper at the huge doors who admitted me but not my escort.  Once inside, I was asked to wait, but that only lasted a few minutes before I was met by several woman dressed in unrelieved black who asked me to follow them.  When I asked where we were going, the lead woman, (I assumed she was more important than the others because she wore severe what looked like stiff English Victorian dress), simply replied, "We will make you ready to meet with the Master.  Your garments are inappropriate and you look in need of refreshment."
In response to my raised eyebrow, no doubt, she added,  "You must have journeyed far.  Surely you will want something to eat.  And your clothes are dusty from your travels.  We will take care of you."
I stopped walking.  They all turned to me, their eyebrows raised and a strange look in their eyes.  I wouldn't say it was outright fear, but it did tell me they were extremely uncomfortable right about now.
The lead woman spoke, softly, reassuringly.  "You have no need to fear us.  Please, come."

What the heck.  I had nothing on my calendar today, anyway.  Besides, if the palace was made of gold and the outside walls were made of gold and everybody spoke the Queen's English, what could possibly be bad?

Oh, I was fed, stuffed more like, with tea and toast and, though I initially declined it, I eventually consumed a full English breakfast, minus the broiled tomatoes and kippers, though there was something vaguely fishy smelling in one of the golden containers set before me.  I guess I really was hungry, because when I was finished, a contentment filled me that I had not felt since I began this strange journey of mine.  That was, basically, the last time I'd eaten familiar food.
Sigh, it felt good to be stuffed.
Not so good when the "ladies" stuffed me into the strange gear and tried to take away my jeans and backpack.  I insisted on taking everything with me.  Lord knows, I can't let the device out of my hands!  And all this gold...this Master person might want to buy the device should he be made aware of it.
That would necessitate me leaving in a hurry and we all know I am not exactly capable of doing that.

So, dressed, rather trussed up in a subdued tight dress with what looked like a little bustle in the back (like I needed it) and though I refused the corset, what I had on looked like it was glued on me, I was off to meet this Prester John person.
The Master.
That just stuck in my craw.  It might have meant one thing in the 1800s, but in my twenty-first century, it connoted something negative as all hell.  Master.  Hah.  I've run into that type before and it wasn't a treat.

I gotta tell you about this palace, though. It appeared to be made of solid gold, but as I recall, gold isn't hard enough to be a safe building material.  Perhaps that is why there was an organic look to it, flowing like Art Nouveau stuff.  And stuck into the walls, I swear, jewels.  Every color and shape, from the size of an egg to the size of a really big Idaho potato, just stuck there, glinting in the sunlight that poured through the many windows.  The palace was light and airy and simply magnificent.  Worth more than all the kingdoms in the modern world put together, no doubt.  Beautiful and incredible.
And it belonged to this mysterious Prester John guy.  As I walked down the long hall, I found myself rushing, eager to meet this guy and find out what was going on.
Curiosity killed the cat, but this kitty was smarter than the average lolcat, that's for sure.

Instead of a throneroom, though, the gals led me to a simple golden door and stopped.  "We go no further," head gal told me.  "Your fate lies through this door.  His ways may be difficult to understand, but he is...well, you shall see.  Speak softly, do not contradict him and all will be well."
Oh, boy. 
My stomach dropped.  The egg slime I'd sopped up and enjoyed earlier threatened to make an exit.  Just who the hell did this guy think he was?

Humph.  After what I'd already been through on this trip, I wasn't about to let some old dude give me grief.  I opened the door and stepped inside.

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

April 15th, 2009

Loey XI

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Irene
One thing is certain, I hate being sick.  Now that my strength is returning, I am more aware of my surroundings and the people around me.  Jean-Pierre has gone out to check his traps and the lovely woman who has been tending me says he may be gone for days and days.

She's an interesting creature.  I say this not because she is wild and certainly not to be derrogatory, but she's silent for the most part.  Says little if anything, in rather good English, too, but she looks at me in the oddest way.  Her long black hair is braided in a single braid that reaches nearly to her knees, she has the darkest eyes and regular features with a slight hawk-like bent to her nose and her skin is the loveliest coppery gold.  As I said before, I've never really seen a live indian, but she is one and she's lovely.  Her clothing seems different than what I expected.  Here I thought she'd be wearing buckskins, but she wears woolen skirts and highly decorated blouses, sometimes cotton, sometimes woolen.  She takes good care of them and they smell fresh and not musty or dirty.  I have noticed that she has a clean fragrance about her.  As ignorant as I am about this time, I did expect that no one bathed regularly, but Jean-Pierre is always  clean smelling and so is this woman.
I don't think she likes me very much. 
She's the one who has been cooking for me and I wonder whether that is why everything tastes like dirt.
But now that Jean-Pierre is gone, I intend to get her to talk with me and find out what's bugging her.

Later:
After she set down a bowl of what I was supposed to eat, I asked her to sit with me.  She hesitated.  I smiled and told her I hoped she would find it in her heart to speak with me about her life.  First of all, I needed to know her name.

She stood for a long time, indecision all over her expression, then finally, with great reluctance, she sat on one of the crude benches at the table.
"Anne."
Ah.  We're getting somewhere.
"I'm Clopidogera.  My friends call me Loey.  You can call me that."
She giggled at my long name.  Frankly, I giggle at it too, only I'm stuck with this godawful moniker and well, it is on my birth certificate.
"Loey," I said again and grinned.  "Your name is lovely, but is that your real name?"
She hesitated.  "It is the name the Fathers gave me when I was baptized.  Before that, my name was (here she uttered a few syllables I couldn't write in English) which means Bird in Sky."
"Oh, that is lovely!"

She seemed to sigh, and I was afraid she would stop talking.
So, I admired her blouse and her skirt, she admired the fabric of my panties and bra, both of which she had washed and scrubbed, thank God they weren't scrubbed to bits.  She touched my hair and nodded.
"You are not Genvieve."
I agreed.  "Did you know her?"
She nodded.  "She saved my life.  When the British gave my people the mark of death with their filthy blankets, it was she who saved some of us.  She nursed most of those who lived with great care.  I was very young, just a babe, but she took care of me.  It was she who broke the fevers with the cold waters and she who fed those who could not feed themselves.  Many died, but those who lived owe their lives to her."
Ah, my mother.  Again, she did something good for others.  But she should have been around to help me a little. Oh, that's the spoiled brat talking.  Enough!

So I asked her how she knew I was not Genvieve.

She touched my hair again.  "Genvieve's hair had gold in it.  More gold than you.  And by her mouth, she had a small mark...a scar.  You do not have this mark.  Though you look like her so much, you do not have the mark.  And, I do not think you could be her.  She came here when I was very young.  She stayed a little while, helped my people, and she lived here with Jean-Pierre when he was very young.  But she left.  She would be older now, like Jean-Pierre.  But you are young.  I do not think you could be her, no matter what Jean-Pierre thinks."
"Does he really think I am this Genvieve?"
Bird in Sky nodded her head slowly.  "He does.  I cannot convince him you are not."
She was silent after that, contemplating God only knows what, but I think she was thinking that this Genvieve has caused her more grief than good fortune.  I think that she is in love with Jean-Pierre and he doesn't give a rat's ass about her.  If he is still in love with Genvieve, well, Bird in Sky didn't stand a chance.  The least I could do was straighten things out a little.  This time travel stuff is tricky and I know I can't say things that will undo history.  Or so all the Star Trek  and Star Gate folks say.  (some references, eh?)

"I am not Genvieve," I said again.  "I am searching for her, though.  And I will tell you this, Bird in Sky.  I have no designs on Jean-Pierre.  Back where I come from, I have a fiance.  I love him dearly and as soon as I get back home, we will be married.  But I must find this Genvieve first.
I will be leaving soon, I think.  You and Jean-Pierre can be together again.  While he has been good to me, I do not want him as my man, that's for sure.  But I have learned much here and I appreciate all you have told me.  As soon as my foot is completely healed, I will leave you to him."

Her face lit briefly, then returned to its normally expressionless mask.  I detected a gleam in her eye, though, that had not been there before.  I just hope she believed me.

"Woman to woman, you tell the truth?"
This surprised me.  But I guess in her position, I'd be skeptical too.
"Yes.  No lies, Bird in Sky.  I will leave here soon.  There are a few things I need to learn here first, I think, but as soon as I can, I will leave you and Jean-Pierre.  It is not my intention to stay past my welcome."

She looked deep into my eyes and I hope she was able to read the truth there.
What would I want with this sexy old guy who was still in love with my mother?

That brought up a rather unpleasant thought which I pushed to the far recesses of my mind.

My next meal tasted remarkably better than anything I had been given previously.  Funny thing, that.  Just goes to show how important words can actually be.

I think I'm catching on to this whole deal.  Maybe.

copyright 2009, Irene Peterson

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